I want to be thin.
Posted by Anonymous in Confused on Apr 9th, 2008 | 9 commentsI mean really thin. Scarily thin. I want people to look at me and go, ‘look at that boy, he’s far too thin.’
I miss my eating disorder. I miss being repulsed by food. I miss people making those comments.
I want it all back.
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See a doctor to get some counselling to avoid a relapse. You might be like an alcoholic who constantly has to fight the battle and take one day at a time.
Stop eating.
Do what you truly want.
Do not let society tell you whats wrong! When you are dieing and your body has given up because of malnutrition you will know your goal is at hand!
Please though when it gets to far and you basically look like a skeleton with an extended stomach please do not go in public (thats just disgusting).
Good luck in your slow and painful existence!
I feel your pain
Yes, do what you want, and be comfortable with yourself. However, don’t hurt yourself. If you want to get thin, do NOT go about doing so by simply not eating. Cut down on portions, skip the chips and soda (allow yourself to cheat every now and then), and maybe hit the treadmill every now and then. Take a martial art – it makes working out so much more fun, AND you learn how to defend yourself, which can be a big confidence boost.
Whatever you do, don’t worry too much about it, and be responsible. Don’t go all out and work your ass off to lose weight – you will burn out in a matter of weeks, if not days.
I have that same feeling all the time. Its like a best friend that just went away, someone that WAS my secret.
Eating disorders are like any other addiction as far as I’m concerned. Once it starts you struggle with it for the rest of your life.
What in the world are you talking about! TOO THIN is scary! You really want people to stop and stare at you like those people on tv shows! you have no idea what you are thinking!
I know exactly what you mean
I hope the person who originally wrote this reads this.
I was anorexic and bulimic for four years. I was angry and depressed and wanted to get so skinny that I would just disappear.
You don’t want to go back to that pain. Don’t glorify it.
Im over weight and i dont want to loose just some weight, i want to be anorexic or belimc sometimes.