RSSI Really Loved Her
I loved for the first time in my life and the girl cheated on me… I gave her everything, everything I can but still she hid things from he… I wish she died.
I hate my dad. He married three times… Divorced the third one and is still married to my mother and my step mother. I really hate him for kicking me and my mom out, but I love him a lot because he never kicked us out of his life.
I hate God… Everything always tends to go wrong with me… But I love him, he protects me always…
I hate myself, I am always having a fight with my split… I have no one else to talk too…
I want to end my life but I have no courage.
I hate my life on August 6th 2008 in Confused
Shhh... said on 17 Aug 2008 at 6:07 am # Quote
Why would you love someone who doesn’t even care for you? Who doesnt see what a great deal you’re worth? Who doesnt respect you enough to let you in on the truth? What is it that you love about this person?
If i were you, i would not hate my father, I would love him, because he is teaching you the most valuble lesson in life, without even intending to. Now you know not to treat your familly the way he does!
Love God ALLWAYS. He’s the ONLY one in this WHOLE world who forgives you, no matter what. You say you hate him, yet he helps you every single day in ways you cant even begin to NOTICE.
The person you love leaves, your father leaves…when EVERYONE leaves…God would be right next to you…you just need to reach out…
You are one of the bravest people on the earth! You’re brave enough to open your eyes everyday and make it to bed at night.
Now THAT’S courage!
P.S: Suicide is the cowards way out. If you ever do such a thing make sure you live just to kill yourself again for the little misserable coward you are.
tahsina said on 18 Aug 2008 at 4:26 am # Quote
that was wonderful. i know excatly how you feel. you should write a poem about your pain. i know how it feels. you hate them but then you have nothing else to do but to love them .your letter is beautiful.
greenmind said on 06 Sep 2008 at 1:38 am # Quote
acceptance… is the key for everything…