Secret Confessions

I hate you. I hate you for making me fall in love with you. I fell in love with you and then you tossed me aside for your ex. Now your back. And I love you again. I dont even care if the sex sucked. I know you know I have a boyfriend now. I really care for him, but you know and I know that we were meant for eachother. I miss the hell out of you. I know there are lots of girls that probably feel the same way because your likeable, and it makes me jealous as hell. I have your picture on the wall by my desk. Not my boyfriend’s. If I knew that if I could have you I would leave him in a split second. Please don’t dissapoint me again. Please, please, please dont screw me over again. I dont think my heart could take it.