I Have no Control

Posted by in Confused on Jan 28th, 2008 | 3 comments

I know a lot of things I do are wrong and I try not to but I just can’t stop myself. When I was younger the father of a kid I babysat offered to pay me to get naked for him. He’d give me 20 bucks for like 10 minutes of looking at me. He and his friends paid me 100 bucks to be a nude waitress at their poker game. I was 14 at the time. Not long, I was trading strangers oral sex for buying me alcohol. I’ve been in gang bangs and all sorts of stuff. My biggest problem is if someone offers me money to something slutty I will do it because I can’t stop myself. When I am alone I laugh like crazy because these fools will pay anything. I think I have a problem.

3 Responses to “ “I Have no Control”

  1. Be wise says:
    January 31, 2008 at 8:54 am

    What will you do if you get AIDS?

    Do not try to bullshit anybody! If you really wanted to you could quit.

    Whoever paid you to strip when you were 14 should be behind bars. You need a good spanking.

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  2. Take a clue from me. says:
    February 2, 2008 at 2:22 am

    You call them fools, but what about you?

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  3. think about it says:
    February 14, 2008 at 5:39 am

    that man has sexually abused you, and destroyed your life. you were only 14, and you had poor judgement- that bastard destroyed you. I wish I could say something that would help you to change, but having no similar problems I don’t know what advice I can offer. take care of yourself, sweetie.

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