I have a secret that I have been keeping in for years…

Posted by in Confused on Feb 24th, 2011 | 5 comments

I am happily married and have recently became the mother of a beautiful little boy. I am a wonderful, devoted wife, mother and friend.

But I have been keeping a secret from everyone…

I want to have sex with another woman.

I want to be married to my husband, and have a female lover…

I have always wanted to make love to another woman. I have fantasized about it since I was a teenager, but I have never made a move. I will NOT cheat on my husband and destroy my family, but I crave the physical affection of another woman constantly…

Everyday. Especially with some of my friends…

5 Responses to “ “I have a secret that I have been keeping in for years…”

  1. jill says:
    February 25, 2011 at 2:56 am

    Hello, I feel everything you are feeling. I’m 31. Female and have four kids iv been living with my boyfriend for some time now and would never want it any other way but just wish I could have a woman as well just me and her not a threesome thing x iv been with a woman once and really liked it but it was really rushed wish I could take you off for a couple of hours !!!!! Xx

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  2. hawaiianhealer says:
    February 26, 2011 at 3:52 am

    pushing the thought back into the back of your mind will only make it come out more and more. You are not the only person to have that feeling of wanting someone as a lover of the same sex. Being sexual with someone of the same sex is a different feeling. perhaps make make some hints to your husband about how a women looks. Or as your being sexual with him give a hint about a thought you have had about wanting a women to pleasure you and see his response.

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  3. marie says:
    February 26, 2011 at 8:47 am

    talk to your man, Im in my 40′s and have been with my man for 5years now, I’ve told him right from the get go, that I will some how some day be with a woman, and either he was goign to accept it, or not, but thats how its going to be, and guess what, for awhile, I had a boyfriend, AND a girlfriend, and it was DELICIOUS!!!!! sometimes we shared, sometimes not, her and I, her and him, him and I, while the other watched… Im telling you … you only live once woman… get out there and explore.. just make sure your man is totally 100 percent with you…. ; )

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  4. Anonymous says:
    March 9, 2011 at 8:42 am

    You should talk to your husband about it, he might be into it.

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  5. Anon says:
    March 23, 2011 at 3:26 pm

    THREESOME!
    As a gay woman i can say … the craving wont go away until you find out what your missing

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