Fooled
Posted by Anonymous in Confused on Jun 14th, 2009 | 10 commentsI pretend to be happy.
But I’m really not.
I pretend that I’m selfless, and I try to be.. but I’m not.
I fooled so many people. I’ve bottled up my REAL feelings inside. I don’t want people to know and I don’t want to burden them.
My dreams and goals are getting shattered one by one… from love to education. I don’t know what’s in the future for me anymore.
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Quit being fake and start getting real or else your future will soley consist of feeling nothing but pitty and dispare for yourself..
Reading your post is like reading my mind.
I couldn’t have described it better. I’ve been trying to fight off the decline of my life over the last several years to have not had any success. The desire to keep trying is getting less each day.
My WIFE is the same way! She was in 2 long term abusive relationship. Always keep everything inside. Until she meet me. Now she blames me for everything they’ve done to her. An anything i do that resembles them makes her think i will do the same (like smoking). Anyways, life isnt easy. Don’t be down on yourself. Grow some balls and whatever females say and keep going forward. Only losers quit. Don’t quit, try every avenue.
Ask yourself why you are not happy. Make changes to make your life better…whatever that is. Happiness comes from within..You should be happy for these reasons…you are here on earth and this might sound corny to you but out of 400 million sperm you were the only one that made it. That alone is wild if you think about it. Are you healthy? If you are then you should be happy because there are people out there that are suffering really bad with diseases and illnesses that are terminal,chronic and painful…If you have family that loves you and you have people to love then you should be happy because there are millions out there that have nobody. Look around you…look at the trees,sky, stars,ocean,animals, mountains, people all these things are for you to enjoy. Wake up in the morning and feel blessed that you have a beating heart and that you are a healthy being and be grateful for everything that you have. If you do you can find happiness…I dont mean to boast but I come from a well off family so if money is the issue here I promise you…that does not bring happiness..it is you and what you do to make yourself happy…Good Luck :)
Don’t worry too much. Been there too many times before. Maybe I’ll be there soon or maybe sooner. People just need to be in this place sometimes to wake you up to make you stronger. Just don’t think too much about it, soon it will pass away. Keep you head up high and don’t forget to always think and don’t act stupid. Good luck!
Am sure you’re feeling that way for a reason..or maybe reasons, but remember ever problem in life has a solution.
Dont let your self down this way..its not worth it, life is too short!
and always remember everything happens for a reason..only God knows what the future holds in store for you..
Best of Luck :)
Say your true feelings out loud in an empty room so you can hear yourself. Sometimes, you’ve just got to convince yourself to stop hiding your true feelings.
Then, say, “I do have a future, and I’m gonna work like crazy to get to my goals!”
thank yuu guys so much.
you guys really did help me. and im happy to know that i’m not alone. thats really all i needed to know because when i was writing this blog, i really felt that i was the only one doing that. i will do what you have advised me.
thank you again so much.
Liked the few lines you typed…I am in the same boat myself..
30 working hard without success (in business and not job) for almost 5 years, managing bills and recently married. Intially had too many ideas and things to accomplish – was a day dreamer, theorist and less of executionist. started to work on small things, execute them and move to the next. End of day its this logic – If things are dependent on you, you will be happy. If you are dependent on things (read others) – you are bound to be unhappy. I hope to be self sufficient in next 6 months.