so im going to camit suaside in about a week no one gives a shit and when ppl does they dont try very hard i lost my gf of 3 years we planned a life together started at 15-18 she was sepos to call me to tell me on my 18th b day she will pck me up … the years go by all is great we never get in any fights and we loved eatch other very much she called me when i turned 18 she was 19 then she tells me she is dumping me i balled my eyes out i then tried to kioll my self all that did is send me to the hospitol i got out she called me 2 weeks after i got home i told her i cant handle this and hung up i went on msn to talk to my best friend she went on and put her cam on she had a gun to her head i begged her not to all she said while ballin is i am so sorry and 2 seconds latter blood galor its bin 6 years and a half and i am still in love with her .. WHAT THE **** DO I DO
Trust God to remove the pain away and anticipate everyday getting better
try to move on and start again, always pray to him for guidance, always think on the positive side, wherever she always think that she is now happy with our lord.
awwwwwww!!! its not your fault…but give it a couple of months nd you will probably get over her its okay god still loves you and her:)
im sorry but that is the most selfish thing she could of done. exiting this earth and leaving you with that haunting memory. a very sad story but you should not have to carry this pain with you and i suggest you pray or write a letter with all of your feelings to her. you need to try and express exactly how you feel, accept it for what it is, and then slowly get on with your life. good luck.