i fell for a married man at work. he wanted to help me with my problems and then he started to hug me and then rub me on my sides and my arms. he loved being with me. then he felt guilty and it had to stop. i miss him.
i wanted to cut him out of my heart so i placed an x on my chest with a knife. it felt so good. i’m tempted to cut myself again. this isn’t the first time i cut myself. i love how it feels and i don’t know if i can stop it.
please God. I want him back.