This is who i am becoming.

This was me:

1)A fat Bitch
2)A bulimic
3)A person who hated themselves
4)a person who hated life

This is who i am becoming!

1) a slim person
2) a successful TV presenter
3) A person with perfectly straight teeth
4) a celebrity
6) A girlfriend to lead singer/guitarist of a band. and maybe become his wife
7) a model
8) A happy person

And for all the bullying from friends, family and enemies.
To the people who treated me like crap
To the people who made me feel like i was worthless, to the point i used to try and kill myself, hit myself or punish myself.

do you know what they get?

Nothing

they get to see me at my glory for once in my life. And watch me in through the tv screen and the papers. living my life and wishing that had given me the chance, instead of making me feel like that.

I believe in 4 things.

1)Dreams always come true
2)Mine are coming to me before my 19th
3) The universe delivers things you ask for, no matter what
4) The most important… IS ME! I finally Believe that i am worth something. that those years behind me, are just memories and that come september my life will change

7 Responses to “ “This is who i am becoming.”

  1. anon says:

    I’m glad that things are finally going you way, but it’s not because the universe delivers things that you ask for.

    It’s because of your own hard work and determination which was caused by those around you to try to undermine your total worth as a human being.

    Never underestimate your own personal awareness. You created your own life, not some totalitarian omnipresence of the universe (in which your life would seem rather insignificant).

    Enjoy the fruits of your labor and remember: You made your own destiny and forget all those naysayers who say you can’t do anything!

  2. Bubear says:

    How wonderful for you. You get to be a princess before you are even old enough to drink a beer.

    Only in America.

  3. Timmi says:

    LOVE WHAT YOU WROTE! I’m dealing with some similar things and it sucks. You have inspired me! YOU DO MATTER! KEEP IT UP! Don’t become mean, because of it though. Be empowered and set a good example to those of us who don’t ever feel good enough. Thanks for you words.

  4. David says:

    Now that’s what i’m talking about!
    WELL DONE YOU!
    London guy here, was bullied for being the middle class well spoken guy who was always to thin and tiny,
    am now a 6ft tall, gentleman that the girls who used to take the piss out of me, now want to date me!

    WELL DONE US

  5. caitlin says:

    oh wow.

    the same thing is happening to me.

    im 15- 16 next month.
    over weight
    my family calls me fat to my face and behind my back.
    my friends call me fat if were not friends anymore or in a fight.
    my enemies call me fat.
    and other names to put me down.

    i recently got put on depression pills.

    because ive been suicidal and used to cut myself.

    the dr doesnt know about my cutting just that ive been suicidal.

    i hope things get better liek they did with you,

  6. UKay says:

    19….you havent even lived and you think being at school was hard just wait!

  7. Laura says:

    WOOT, you go girl, I’m glad your life is getting better. Try not to let it go to your head.

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