Running Miles

Posted by in Childhood on Jan 5th, 2012 | 3 comments

I am 15 yrs old

I am obsessed with jogging. Sometimes its too late to jog outside so I do it on the spot in my room, and I cant stop. Even when my family members tease and humiliate me about it I still jog on the spot.

Its a compulsion.

Today mom, you made a dinner joke that you no longer hear my mini earthquakes anymore.

If only you knew I resorted to cutting the soles of my feet with a razor so it hurts whenever I walk on them.

So I can stop jogging at night.

So I can be normal

3 Responses to “ “Running Miles”

  1. Joe says:
    January 5, 2012 at 11:17 pm

    Yes you are normal but you must let your Mom know what you are doing so that she can help you out a bit. You seem to have a compulsion to run but cutting yourself is extemely self destructive and not at all a good way to deal with your compulsion. Please don’t ever cut yourself ever again. That again is not solving your problem. You would benefit from seeing a medical doctor and then getting referred to therapist who can help you sort out your compulsion and self destructive tendencies. You will get better and that will happen when you let others close to you know what is happening in your life. Take care now and please get started on this today.

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  2. Kaydannys says:
    January 6, 2012 at 10:29 am

    Dear you r completed normal, take it in a positive way, I am sure you don’t have any problem with your weight, maybe you can start running marathon, and then you would meet people who likes the same things like you, and then when you get famous for been one of the best athletes in the world , lets see who is going to laugh :)

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  3. Iceyy says:
    January 14, 2012 at 6:16 pm

    15. You are 15 years of age. I don’t know what to say about the running or your family but with the whole razor thing, you need to stop. It’s totally stupid.
    I once jabbed my nails in my arm as hard as I could when my dad pissed me off and the next day I saw what I did to myself and thought that I was a total idiot for doing this.
    Look, all I’m trying to say is that. Letting your anger, stress or depression out on hurting yourself is not a good idea. I bet you are a beautiful young girl, and you shouldnt be doing things like this to yourself. You should be living your life out! You should be smileing(:
    Don’t be doing this. And, with your parents. You should just tell them to; stop all of the mean things they are saying and to start helping you.
    And yes, this might sound hard to do. But, in the end if you do actually do it. You might be surprised with what might change in your life.

    Continue to smile. You have a whole life ahead of you, don’t live it out like this. Change your future.

    From; IC,(:

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