No hope

Posted by in Childhood on Nov 3rd, 2010 | 2 comments

Im a lonely girl who is badly sick and the stomach and no one can figure out how to fix it like they know what it is but dont know how to make it better (i have artery problems one of them is my diaphragm is crushing my main artery and the others is all twisted in a bad way so pain is unimaginable) and it makes me so sad like i stay home have only a few friends i talk to online and only one who visits a little and i hardly get out and i dont watch tv much and i wish to get back to high school i was only starting yr 7 when i got sick and never got tell my crush i liked him and sometimes i feel there’s no hope at all i feel like a burden to those around me and i have a lot of people around me who love me but sometimes i feel like i wanna kill myself just to end the pain and suffering but to do so i would hurt the one’s i love and even thinking about doing that scares me more than thinking about killing myself does so can anyone help has anyone ever had this type of thing before happen and can i find HOPE?!

2 Responses to “ “No hope”

  1. moh says:
    November 4, 2010 at 7:56 am

    in fact u r pretty inside but u r living in ur world alone ,the real lovers for u in life who cares and help u when u have trouble , tell the others u have that load , and who is really care for u will share u this suffer and even try to help u get out of this ,
    the world made to live together and help each other

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  2. Laura says:
    November 4, 2010 at 8:09 am

    Oh, sweetheart I’m so sorry, that’s horrible. Please don’t kill yourself, things will get better eventually. I’ll be praying for you tonight, just have faith in God ok. Never give up, and don’t lose hope. There is still hope. I’m so sorry. Try to hang on for the ones you love, and maybe when you get better you can tell your crush how you feel too. : ) Your a brave little girl. Good luck, God bless. <3

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