I’m 14 and I have never had a boyfriend , my ideal relationship would be with a boy because I am more attracted around them but I am also attracted to girls and I am less nervous and more comfortable around them. I have always wanted to kiss a girl and I have always wanted to kiss a boy and I’m confused . I wouldn’t mind having a girlfriend but then boys would judge me . I never hang out with boys because I’m not that social and I don’t know what to do. help !