Secret Confessions

I havent been able to get a job that i would be proud of and currently am without any, it hurts because am a law graduate and everytime i apply nothing comesthrough. i have thought of ending my life because not having a source of income this long has affected my confidence and personality, i lie to people by talking alot but really i want to end my life real soon.

EVERYONE AT WORK THINKS I’M MARRIED TO THIS
RICH GUY I LIED TO THEM ALL. IM POOR
I LIVE AT HOME I MADE UP THE LIE JUST BECAUSE I WANTED PEOPLE TO LIKE ME EVRYONE IS FRIENDLY BUT NO ONE EVR INVITES ME TO GO OUT SO I FEL THE NEED TO LIE ABOUT THINGS I DO AND PLACES I’VE BEEN IM SO DUMB FOR DOING THAT NOW I HAVE TO KEEP UP WITH THE LIES I FEEL SO ALONE AND FOOLISH I LIOVE IN THIS MADE UP WORLD A WORLD OF LIES I NEED HELP MAYBE I SHOULD JUST COME CLEAN !!!
OR MAYBE JUST KEEP QUIET & KEEP THE LIES GOING I’M A LIAR

I HAVE THIS FRIEND WHOM IS GAY
ALL SHE DOES IS TALK ABOUT WHAT HER & HER
GIRLFRIEND DO BEHIND CLOSED DOORS NO ONE ELSE AT WORK WANTS TO HEAR THAT AND THEY OFTEN COMPLIAN BUT SHE THINKS IT’S FUNNY I HATE IT & I’M THE ONE IN CHARGE THEY ALSO IGNORE ME WHEN I SAY TONE IT DOWN WITH THE PROFANITY NEXT STEP IS TO TAKE IT TO MY BOSS SORRY BUT I HAVE TO

So I work at a homeless shelter. The burnout rate for social workers is extremely high, and I now understand why.

I genuinely care about a lot of the people I work with. Many of them are good people who have fallen on hard times. Some of them work a hell of alot harder than I do, but things just cant seem to go right.

Others are system abusers, con men and women, and generally nasty people.

Some have some interesting mental disorders that make them the most annoying people in the world (through no fault of their own, of course).

I feel myself getting jaded. My smile is now fake when I tell the forgetful woman what time curfew is..every single night. I am having trouble listening to that guy who just wont stop talking in circles, and going off on tangents, you know, the crazy one who talks for thirty minutes to an hour, but never finishes a thought.

Worst of all, I feel myself not caring as much as I used to. I feel resentment. I catch myself blaming people for the crappy hand they have been dealt, which is something, as a sociologist, I promised I would never do.

My job can be very rewarding, the feeling of helping someone get back on their feet and independent again is wonderful. I see people on the street who came to me without hope, and leave with confidence and stability.

I just dont know how long I can keep going before that doesnt affect me either.

Yes, I understand that you have lived and worked in the office longer then me. But I am higher ranking then you and it pisses me off that you are always going over my head to get things the way you want. I also know about you trashing me behind my back within the community in hopes that people will complain to get me fired. Guess what, I’m not going to play these games. You might get along with the supervisor but I get along with the owner and he sees what you do to. If you didn’t want anyone to have the position then you should have applied for it yourself over a year ago. I’ve only been here for a couple of months but I know what games you are playing. Even if you do get me fired, there are other places that would like to hire me. Just needed a way to vent.

I have a couple of co-workers who are doing anything at work except work except working. everyone likes them and look at them as they are the perfect empolyees and thats because they use other people for doing their jobs using their beauty and their sexiness. not only that but they even get all the creidt by flirting with the boss.
i do my work and the boss knows that am good at what i do and that is more than enough for me. but the thing is thats not fair that me and those sluts get the same creidt. am starting to hate going to work every morning.
i think am the only one who can see their true faces, weird world!!!!!

I hate society, my work is all about persuade people to adquire things they dont need, or that are just bad for them…

The most part of my work is against my personal values :(

Capitalism SUCKS! We are living in a time where people buy buy buy buy and trhow away all the time, this is bad for everyone, exept for the ones who make money from it (and not so much)

I’ve been stealing from work for several years now. I feel guilty but still do it because it’s so easy. I tell myself that I’m justified because they don’t pay me enough and I bust my ass everyday doing my job. It’s very physical and I’m not getting any younger. I’n not asking if I have a problem. I already know I do. I want to know if there’s a lot of people who steal from their jobs the way I do.

I will always be the well known, popular, number one artist in school. You can’t steal my fame away.