• Work

    I am a dissapointment to everyone

    I have 3 College Degrees

    2 Bachelors and 1 Masters:  Bachelors in Engineering,  Bachelors in Classical Composition from Manhattan School of Music and a Masters Degree Film scoring in the world renown USC’s Film Scoring Program.

    By all accounts , I should be making 6 figures or close to it. The truth is. I cant get any engineering companies to take a chance on me and Ill be 50 next year. I have no solid work experience other than the fact that I worked a couple of EE jobs that only lasted 6 months because(It was a contract)

    I hardly remember my Engineering fundamentals other than some basics 🙁

    I want to work and Ive been trying to find work since 2002. Thank god for my dad(an engineer – not the kind that I studied) or I wouldnt have ANY kind of work experience.

    All my siblings are married and doing well (2 younger brothers , 1 Military (both into computers) and my older sister who Graduated Salutatorian (same college as me just a different major)

    I work at Fedex making min wage, and before that was working at a grocery store (which destroyed my sciatic nerve)

    I feel like being transgendered on top of all of this is making my depression/stress/ anxiety unbearable. I know my parents are dissapointed because of all these reasons.

    I give up.. 🙁