I like to get really high, put on old church hymns, and sing really loud, and like I’m the best ever. I’m 27 and haven’t gone to church since high school. It’s just such a good time… “Because he livessssss, I can face tomorrowwwww…” Continue reading High on Hymns
I don’t often seek out or use drugs, however on the occasion I will get to be in a certain mood and I will buy Heroin, Cocaine or Meth and go into the nearest bathroom and shoot it up. I think part of the high for me personally is that I seem so “straight edge” and live a productive and seemingly normal lifestyle whilst I … Continue reading Closet drug user
I have this desire to kiss a stranger. A single kiss for a hot stranger. Continue reading A Single Kiss…
This is a really weird confession. 6 years ago I came out of a long term relationship, and had a really short fling with a guy. I was a bit of a mess after the break up, and got really insecure and jealous about this new guy. There was a really pretty girl who sometimes left messages on his facebook. There wasn’t really anything suspicious … Continue reading Tracked someone I’ve never met on facebook for 6 years
Im afraid of being touched. It doesnt bother me to touch others, but i feel so uncomfortable when people touch my bare skin. I used to self-harm when i was younger, and i still have a lot of scars. My friends and family just think its a personal space thing, but its so ashaming. Is this going to ruin my life? Continue reading Nudity
I have been deeply in love with my first cousin (my mom’s sister’s son) since I was 13. I’m 23 now, and none of my boyfriends have come even close to how I feel about him. Everytime I see him, my heart flutters. I know it’s not right, and even if we weren’t related, he wouldn’t look at me twice. I’m just afraid that I’m … Continue reading What if your Soulmate was Forbidden?
First and foremost, I have nothing against gays or anything related but I am simply straight. Anyway, I had a friend I had known for a long time and she had always been kinda sexual, well one night she spent the night, and I was like 12 mind you, and we pretended that we were with a boy. Me being the boy and her being … Continue reading Lesbian Moment that sickened me.
I may be a very selfish person,but I really just think that my hubby and children are horrible people who care nothing about me other than if I washed clothes,what I cooked for dinner,etc! I have begun using heroin again to dull myself to my surroundings! I’ve thought of just running away but then I feel guilty,I have even considered suicide!! I just do not … Continue reading Sometimes I wish I never had children
About 12 years ago I rapidly got into a relationship with a girl. We hit it off perfectly, the relationship went on for a little over two years. We parted ways and it was one of those break-ups that just happen as fast as we got together, not bad on either side no real reason to be honest. For about a year and a half … Continue reading Kind of lost
I answer calls at a suicide hotline. I didnt really understand what it would be like to feel like wanting to end your life, on the edge of maybe dying so sometimes I replicated situations of someone almost killing themselves; I’d put a handful of pills in my mouth, but not swallow, I’d lay face down in the pool water, holding my breath until the … Continue reading The Feeling