There is this woman at the train station. I have the biggest crush on her. She has long brown hair, is around 5’7 and has soft brown eyes. She is kind of lean to medium build. I found out some of her personal information on the internet- after finding out her name. I did a reverse address search on her home. (Which I only found … Continue reading In the closet forever.
I can’t watch people on tv lose. I hate watchings shows where there is a competition because I hate to see people lose. I hate humiliation humor too. Like “The Office”. I don’t find humor when characters are embarrassed and appear ridiculous. Yet I can hate on asshole coworkers just fine. Continue reading game-shows/competitions
Everybody who interests me in the slightest appears on my search history at least 12 times. My search hustory is disgusting and I’m disgusting. Continue reading I’m a creepy stalker
I do not age, i do not get old, i have never got sick. I am 40 and am still mistaken for a 20 year old and often get i.d.’ when buying beers. One day i had to pick up my nephew from his high school, on my way to the head office i was told by a teacher to get back to class. I … Continue reading What is wrong with me?
It’s been going on for a few years, whenever I get into bed I hear a child’s voice in my head saying “Wake up” over and over for a few seconds. For the first few days I thought that I had read too many creepy novels and things like that but it kept going on. Even when I’m tired and I am not even thinking … Continue reading Sleep
I have a fantasy of just killing someone just to see how it feels.. Continue reading To kill
I hate it when people ask me if I want to hold their baby. Because truthfully, I’ve never had the desire to hold another person’s baby… ever. And you can’t exactly say no to that without feeling like a bitch. Continue reading No, I don’t want to hold your baby.
I have a twin sister and I have always been able to tell when she is in trouble. I literally hear her call out my name in the back of my mind when she needs me. This has held true for a few other people in my life who I am extremely close to as well. I have found a friend who attempted suicide, and … Continue reading I swear I’m not crazy
I don’t remember since when or why but I don’t feel emotions such as anger , fear , happiness or any other feelings , throughout my life I have always been lonely I never made any friends or anything , I feel hopeless and really weird about this sit now that I analyze it , another thing I have to mention is that when I … Continue reading I am cold and don’t have emotions?
I was anorexic from late eighth grade until my senior year of high school. I used to black out in the shower, black out in class, black out in my boyfriend’s hot tub, and once I blacked out in front of my parents in LAX. My step-dad was the only one who said anything about it, so I don’t know if everyone else just didn’t … Continue reading Starving Game