I’m a gay guy. My best friend is a straight girl. I blew her boyfriend for cocaine.
She doesn’t know that:
a.) I stabbed her in the back,
b.) that her boyfriend still does coke,
c.) or that her boyfriend likes men just as much as I do…
The only thing I keep wondering is if my willingness to perform sexual acts for drugs makes me a prostitute or not.
He and I have hooked up several other times since then… all so I can get more drugs.
Ive struggled with this for a few years now, posting her naked pictures up on websites just for a rush then taking them down after (she never has a clue, she would kill me). Ive gone through phases where I have been able to resist for months but then always end up going back. Our sex life has really gone downhill after 3 years, and we are still quite young. I love our relationship so much, everything about it except our sex life.
Recently Ive started using Skype, sending pictures of her to strangers and then masturbating with them while we comment on her naked body. I love it while Im doing it but feel intense shame and guilt afterwards. I feel like I cant be myself around her, or my friends. Just this massive huge secret sex addiction I cant seem to overcome.
I need help, I need people who may have done something similar to help me through this. I love her and respect her so much, yet I keep finding myself doing this completely disrespectful and disgusting thing with the photos she trusted me with.
HELP
I have been married to a wonderful man for many years and our sex life has been good but recently I have started to fantasise about other men…I have started looking at them and wondering what they would be like.
My mind wanders what affect I would have on them and I have started to dress to make them look.
Last week we had builders in and I wandered about with a low cut T shirt and no bra..and pyjama bottoms..I loved the affect I had…which became obvious after a while…I am afriad though that I might go further and risk my marriage but the thoughts are always on my mind…especially if I see young fit men
I have genital warts and I keep having unprotected sex. I just turned 19 last week
I have been married for 7 years to a wonderfull man and provider to our 3year old son. Sex can be good but doesn’t last very long and I’m still left wanting more. He has little imagination and reluctant to try new things. Yes I do have toys, but they are getting old. For the past 3 weeks I’ve been having intense sexual fantcies for another co-worker. We have shared stories of our sexual history, and what I have learned from him, that he was able to make girls squirt. I was facinated by that fact. And since then I haven’t been able to stop fantasizing about him. I know nothing will EVER happen between us. we just get along really well and that’s all there is. I just have to deal with these fantacies and sexual frustrations by myself.
After reading all these confessions on this site, I finally have the courage to confess to my own little secret.
I’m a married lady, and have been married to a wonderful man for the past 2 years. We have a semi good sexlife. It is just my sex drive is much higher than his, but I’m totally cool with it.
It is just that I have this urge to have sex with another man, just some random guy. I love sex, and would just like to know how it would be with another man, because i have been with my husband for so long. I really really really would like to screw some guy and the thought of it is driving me nuts! but on the other hand I am too scared of being caught out. i thought about joining a chat line, but will all What can i do about it?
Then I also have sort of a crush on one of my friends, I can never tell him, because he and my husband gets along very well. I just sometimes wonder where my life would have been if I did not marry my husband. Is it wrong to think about it that way?
I’m so sexually frustrated that i wanna **** someone right now!
I never planned on in but one night, when we were on a business trip, it just happened and it has been going on ever since. I know I should stop, but I feel like there’s no turning back.
He has a wife and kinds and if this comes out their lives will be ruined. I would really like to talk to my mom, but she would be heartbroken if she found out what sort of person I’ve become. My father left us when I was 6 because of his affair with a co-worker. My mother was devastated and I don’t think she’d be able to deal with it if I told her I’m basically doing the same thing to someone else…
I haven’t seen my husband for two months. He is currently deployed. You never know what you’re missing until you don’t have it. We are very sexually active couple. Now both of us have gone 60 or so days without any intimacy. Not gonna lie, my hormones are going crazy.
I’m committed to him and this marriage, I knew when I married him that deployment wasn’t going to be easy.
It is definitely not helping either, when a male friend of my husband approached me and wanting to go to movies, or dinner. Especially when he has flirted with me before the deployment happened (in front of my husband). It doesn’t feel right at all, to go out with a man alone on a date situation. Based on how my hormone have been lately, I’d probably maul anyone of an opposite sex.
I have been cheating on my wife (prev. partner) for over 10 years – (we have been married for 8)with multiple women. some were short term (one night to a few meetings) and some were long term – up to 5 years being the longest.
i travel the country with my job, and find excitement in sleeping with a different women wherever i go.
we have children together, and i still love my wife, but she doesnt give me the same sexual thrill that sleeping with random women does.
I am a long time, semi-passable CD/TV. I’ve been wishing an experienced transsexual Madam with a harem of “girls” would take what I am, tweak my looks and mannerisms and firmly guide me into a part time life as an acceptable CD/TV hooker and escort working for her. Yes, with pics of me online and lists of services provided and rates. Do in-calls and out-calls. Be rated on TER.
Fact is, I have a good job and have always had a decent life. It’s not about the money (altho that would be a turn-on), I think it’s about submission. First, to a demanding Madam who molds me into a “girl” that men would pay for. Then to the anonymous Johns who I don’t know and don’t care about who would use me for their own gratification. Logically, I know it’s a dangerous and probably unfulfilling life but the craving to prostitute myself is real and unrelenting.
I’ve thought about being a common cd bar slut just to satisfy my need but the weird excitement of knowing I’d be a working girl in a questionable trade would better feed my emotional need to be submissive. It’s scary to think that if I ever do this I’d probably fall into a death spiral of needing more and more until whoring becomes the entire focus of my life. Ohmygawd!
It’s a good thing there are no Madams around here since I KNOW I would do this given the opportunity. I don’t pretend to understand it. But I hope I can resist the urge since I’m sure it would not be worth the pain.
I’m 31 years old and I have been having sex with a married man for about 2 years. It’s not a relationship, honestly we just use each other for sex and it really means nothing to either of us. I don’t feel sorry about it or guilty, I have no feelings about getting caught…it just doesn’t matter to me anymore. I haven’t had the best experiences with relationships and this just seems like the only thing I can handle right now. But I sometimes fear that this may be the only thing that I can handle. Sex is just so much easier than actually trying to work at a relationship. It is so much easier than giving my heart and past to someone and being rejected. Everyone around me is moving on, getting married, having children and I’m just stuck.
I spent an entire day drawing and making love to a married man. I’m a 21 year old college student who everyone believes is a virgin. He’s a well known minister in my church and the father of a beautiful 1 yr old boy.
It was the best day of my life.