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I’m a liar

Posted by in Sex on Jun 10th, 2010 | 13 comments

I always lie to my friends about my sexual conquests. I’m a vigin but they don’t know it. I’m 18 I think about sex constantly, but I haven’t found the right guy to do it with. Sometimes I’m glad I waited other times I feel like a loser. ugh…i hate this feeling

Seeking an affair

Posted by in Sex on Jun 4th, 2010 | 16 comments

After being in a sexless and loveless marriage for the past 5 years I am reaching out to my ex tomorrow to hopefully rekindle what we once had. I have not seen him in 10 years but yet I still think about him constantly. He was the Love of my life and the best sex I have ever had. He is all I can think about.
My husband is an emotionally abusive man who refuses to go to counseling. When I confront him about the lack of sex in our marriage he just shrugs and says it is normal. I am only 29 years old and I can’t remain in a marriage that is so empty. Yet because of financial and medical reasons I can not leave him.
I can’t wait to talk to my ex tomorrow. I have heard through the grapevine that his marriage is just a crappy as mine and that they are now sleeping in seperate rooms. I hope we can at least have one night together so that I will have something to think about and hold onto to get me through the next 10 years. I know this makes me an awful person but I have fought the desire for too long and now I am giving in. It’s been too hard of a fight and I am caving in. I just hope that he caves too.

My big brother

Posted by in Sex on May 30th, 2010 | 48 comments

Okay, so I know I’m a coward. I cant tell people face to face, so I go to the internet instead. I’ll try and keep this short. I love my brother more than anything in this entire world. He is the best big brother that anyone could ever wish for. He has always been there for me, we’ve always been close. I am 15 years old, he is 18. We have the same mother, but different dads. We live with my dad and our mom. I dont even know how to put it, but he’s gorgeous. Everyone thinks so too. He brings home so many girls, its insane. He’s got these hazel/green eyes and tan skin. He surfs all the time, so he has a great body too. He’s got curly hair. He has one of the most beautiful smiles, you couldnt even imagine. He smells soooo good to. Do you know where Im going with this? Once I came home early, I thought no one was home. I could hear my brother and one of his girlfriends having sex, through his door. It bothered me, I was jealous. I was jealous of his girlfriend. It was the first time I felt like that towards one of his girls. It scared me. I feel an attraction for my brother. My brother has always hated ALL of the guys I like, and I like that. I like his attention. Dating isnt the same, no other guys compare to him. My feelings are becoming more intense, I’m afraid I’ll act on my feelings, and I’m afraid he’ll notice. I distance myself away from him, and I can tell he thinks I’m mad at him. I can’t be around him when Im thinking of ripping his clothes off every time I see him. I dont know whats wrong with me. What if he feels the same way? I doubt it. What do I do? Im scared, but I want him so bad.

I’m Addicted :(

Posted by in Sex on May 19th, 2010 | 28 comments

I’m a 13 year old, and i hate admitting things like this.. But i’ve being watching pornography, for over a year now. I’m so ashamed of myself, I am a true believer in God, and i feel as if i am letting him down, i always pray to him and ask him for my forgivness, but then i go and do it again, all the time. I just can’t control myself, nobody knows i do, i delete my internet history, My parents, friends, family non of them know. I don’t want to tell them, I just need help. I just get the urge to all the time, if i told people, they wouldn’t see me as the girl i make out to be, I’m a fun loving kind girl, but i’m just so ashamed of myself :’(

Webcam cheating, and guilty as all hell, but can’t stop

Posted by in Sex on May 15th, 2010 | 11 comments

Recently I’ve been going onto webcam chat rooms and flirting with the girls on there to get them to show body parts, like feet, breasts, etc. so that I can jack off to it. The problem here is that I’m in a relationship– a loving and beautiful one at that.

I confessed to her that I did this a couple of months ago and it seriously hurt her, but she forgave me and all was well. That is, until a couple of days ago.

I began going into random cam-to-cam generator sites, looking for women, and attempting to talk them up. I haven’t shown my face or my penis to anyone, but I have done some risky things, one of which involved showing my feet on cam, pretending to be a girl, and teasing them with it while some kid on the other end jacked off to it– I didn’t get off to what I was DOING, but I did get off to how deeply embedded into vice and risk I was getting: the risk-factor by itself propelled me.

While I realize that this isn’t as devastating as full-on cheating, it’s still ****** up and I feel awful. I read what I have typed so far and it makes me sick– it disgusts me. I’m terrified to approach my girlfriend about this because I don’t want to put this stress on her again, as she really got hurt last time and I don’t want that to happen again. Maybe these words come from my own weakness, but I don’t want her to hurt like she did before, as I promised her I would never, ever do it again and the last time it happened, she was utterly devastated for weeks. She doesn’t deserve that pain. I want to stop :( I feel terrible, and every time I attempt to justify my actions I end up feeling like a goddamned betraying scumbag.

Which is where the real heat of the problem is. I know it’s bad– I know it’s evil– but I honestly feel like I’ve developed a form of addiction for these webcam escapades and I don’t know how to stop. I went through a couple weeks of absolute emotional hell after I told her, and apparently that wasn’t enough to stop me. Whenever I’m horny and the possibility comes up, I can’t stop myself. The exposure and sense of random connection turns me on like nothing else. I justify the actions while doing it by thinking “oh, it’s not really cheating”– but there’s a constant nagging in the back of my head telling me otherwise. Unfortunately, my dick overrides my conscience (familiar story, eh?).

My girlfriend is a truly wonderful and amazing person and I’m NOT tired of her sexually, emotionally, or otherwise in the LEAST. I just don’t know how to control myself– I don’t have a mantra, so to speak, to chant to myself when I feel the urge to stop it– and I need to stop this IMMEDIATELY. Please, somebody help me out. Give me a direction. I’m sick of being caught between the winds of changing morale and not knowing what’s right or wrong. I just want stability and to be in control of my OWN HEAD. I hate this and I need help :( I know this isn’t a SWEEPING, HORRIFYING thing, but I’m not feeling too well, and I need a helping hand. Somebody?

My dad

Posted by in Sex on May 14th, 2010 | 11 comments

When i was 13 and my brother was 17 we started touching each other. That led to sex about a month later. And ever since then we would do it about 3 – 5 times a month. Well now i am 15 and he is 19 and he has moved out. It’s just me and my dad now. I am starting to have fantasies about my dad now. I know it is wrong what i did with my brother and even wronger to want my dad but i can’t help it. I want sex all the time. And all i can think about is my dad touching me, and being in me. I think i am going to hell.

desperate

Posted by in Sex on May 7th, 2010 | 6 comments

My confession is that I went onto gumtree today to see if I could find some random local stranger for some straight-forward good-fun no-strings sex. Because although I’m supposed to be in a loving relationship with my boyfriend of 18 months, he can’t get it up. He’s funny and kind and lovely and sweet and I do love him, but he can’t get it up. Or he can, but only for about 2 minutes. And he doesn’t seem to believe in foreplay. I think I could cope with no penis action if there was foreplay. But I’m bloody gagging for it and it’s driving me mental.

When I was 16, I remember having a conversation with my friends about whether you would prefer love without sex or sex without love. I said love without sex, because unlike my whoreish friends, I thought love was the all important holy grail. Now, eleven years later, I seem to have got what I wished for. But it turns out that I am just like they all were at 16, and all I want is sex. I had really good sex with my ex, but he was a married guy and lived in the other end of the country and was basically a git, so that really had to end. But now all I can think of is calling him and seeing if we could hook up.

I’ve only ever slept with two men (my ex and my current boyfriend) and I feel like I’ve not really experienced enough good fun decent sex to be able to just give it up now. And believe me I have tried to be satisfied with my vibrator, but it really isn’t the same as feeling someone’s weight on top of you and being able to put your arms around them and run your fingers through their hair…

I know it’s normal and healthy to want it, so why can’t my boyfriend give it to me? When we first got together it was brilliant, we did have a sex life and it was good. Extra good because we love each other. But then it all started going wrong and now he can’t maintain an erection and he doesn’t seem interested at all. He says it’s because he’s unfit and feels like he’s going to have a heart attack if he does anything strenuous. And I try to be all understanding and not mind because I know he feels bad about it. And he keeps saying ‘Oh, hun, it’ll be ok, I’ll loose weight, I’ll get fit, and then we’ll have sex again’.

I don’t want him to change, I adore him all big and snuggly. But I don’t think he likes me the way I am. I think he finds me seriously unattractive. And who wouldn’t – I’m really fat and my boobs are hideous and I’m quite hairy. I sound good don’t I? (I blame the polycystic ovaries, but it’s mostly laziness. I have tried all the hair removal stuff you like, but the ingrown hairs and rashes and stubble are really not worth it)

So yeah, I woke up this morning and thought ‘Hey, I’ll see if there are any perverts on gumtree who would consider boning me’.

And now gumtree don’t even have the pervert section anymore. Sigh.

Cheating on my husband

Posted by in Sex on May 6th, 2010 | 4 comments

I have been married for 13 yrs now. I have 5 wonderful kids and I love them very much. All I ever wanted was to have a large family and I have done this. The problem is that I got married at 18 and I don’t know if I really knew who I was at the time or if I did it because my family wanted me to. I have cheated on my husband with so many men in the past 13 years that I have lost count, even if it was only a kiss I have counted them in this count. I am never happy just having my husband, he is a horny man but it just is not what I want, I need to touch of someone else to be happy. I have also had encounters with women and I have finally realized that I was meant to be with a woman and not a man. I have tried to get a divorce from my husband many times now and always have the same prob, he will not let me go he says that I can’t be a lesbian because I have cheated on my in the past with men. I feel bad that I have wasted 13 years of his life, but I am not in love with him the way a wife should love him. I have a lady friend that loves me very much and wants to be with me very badly, she is fine with me being married to a man, but my husband always tells me that if I am to have a lady friend in a sexual manner I have to have him in with it. We have done that before, but I get very jealous of him being with her, I want her for me and only me.

Want to Cheat

Posted by in Sex on May 4th, 2010 | 4 comments

So I am going to college and I have an exercise class with this hot guy as the teacher. He also works as a security guard at the school I go to. Last week we were talking and I asked him if he had a girlfriend. He said kind of, but I swear when I was walking by the office of one of the secretaries, I could have sworn I saw what looked like a wedding picture of him. I know this is bad but why would someone say they sort of have a girlfriend when it seems that they are obviously married. Well that doesn’t matter because I would do anything to get a chance to sleep with him. The thing is I have a boyfriend who I have been with for almost a decade, yet I can’t stop thinking about wanting to be with him. When I can, I flirt with him and he doesn’t seem to mind. But man I want him so badly. If he asked me to sleep with him tomorrow, I would do it in a second. I know this is bad, but sometimes I like to be bad.

Slept with the Boss

Posted by in Sex on Apr 17th, 2010 | 4 comments

My boss and I have been flirting on and off with each other for about a month. Usual stuff, making long eye contact, only sitting next to me during meetings, ya know. Then finally it happened…He called me over to his house saying he needed help with some files or something, so of course i came over. After a few minutes, we started *******. It felt so good to be touched by such a powerful, handsome man. He’s not married and I’m glad it happened. The only thing im worried about is others finding out. I really wish I could be with him.

First time sex

Posted by in Sex on Apr 12th, 2010 | 45 comments

I was fourteen years old when I had sexual intercourse with my fifteen year old boyfriend who later on became my husband.
Today, fifteen years later, I again had sex with a fifteen year old boy. He is my sister’s son.

Threesome..

Posted by in Sex on Apr 11th, 2010 | 4 comments

Me, my boyfriend and a male friend (who we’ve both been attracted to since we first met) were drinking in his room and we somehow ended up in the bathroom using glowsticks as light. My boy was sat down whilst our friend took me from behind.The sex was fantastic and we plan to do it again as soon as possible. Our friend does have a girlfriend though so we’re hoping to include her too next time ;D

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