I want both.

I am married to a lovely, kind & loyal man. I know he will never cheat on me. Up until recently, I would have considered myself to be the same. But I have feelings for someone else & they have for me. We have stopped anything from happening. We have kissed & talk about what it would be like to have sex. But we both … Continue reading I want both.

I Miss Him

I slept with a coworker on a drunken night out. I thought maybe this was the beginning of something but now I think I was wrong. We still talk and text, but he seems uninterested somehow. It seemed like we had gotten really close before it happened. I thought we were past games. Guess not. But I can’t help missing him. A lot. Continue reading I Miss Him

I feel Spayed

I’ve been with my boyfriend for a little over two years now. Even in the beginning we didn’t have sex much. Over time it’s become incredibly frustrating. He’s 31, I’m 21. If I try to initiate sex, almost every time, he wants absolutely nothing to do with it. If we go through with it, he rushes. If he initiates sex, and I’m not feeling it, … Continue reading I feel Spayed