Unspoken

I am not satisfied by my husband in bed. I have tried and tried but something isnt right. I feel unsatified. I cheated on him but now I want more

Karma is a bitch

My fiance slept with my friend behind my back. I hated her and wanted to beat the **** out of her. She was a 20 and a virgin and he took it. I forgive him. Now three years I am in bed with one of his friends, not because I wanted revenge, I was not even thinking that. He came to visit me and we had sex. We have hours of wild passionate sex. He is coming again tomorrow, I cant wait. karma is a real bitch! what goes around comes back!!!

Last NIght

Last night I met you for the third time, I flirted with you again even though I know you have a girlfriend and everyone in the room knew her. You finally gave in and kissed me, which ultimately led to more. You wanted to have sex with me and so did I but I couldn’t do it. I wouldn’t want someone to do that to me, and I can’t do that to your girlfriend. You made me promise not to tell anybody, not even my best friend because she is dating your good friend. I need to talk about this with her… But I promised… I do not know what to do. Why did I do this in the first place and why do I feel so bad and yet just agreed to see you on Wednesday? Why do I do these things to myself?

I hate him touching me

I’m 18 and I’ve been with my boyfriend for nearly two years. At first everything was fine, we had an active sex life that we both enjoyed. As I got more ill and had to take more pills; anti depressants, anti anxiety, my sex drive slowly slipped away. Right now, I have no need for sex at all, and haven’t for several months. My boyfriend finds this difficult and sees it as a reflection on him, so I try to just have sex with him anyway. But it’s so difficult. We had sex today. He would call it “making love” and he found it very emotional. I was so detached and just wanted it to stop as soon as it started. I don’t know how to make it better.

I couldnt help but to do it

It was crazy I just wanted to be friends with this guy I met at work 2 months ago. But the more I hungout with him the more I started to like him.He has a girlfriend and I wanted to be with him and I wanted to have sex with him. And it happened to come down to us having sex it was wrong but I only wish it didnt feel so right. He’s so amazing and funny. He’s so sweet and thoughtful and…he’s 9 years older than me. Knowing this is wrong to want to be with another woman’s man.But I really just want this one.

Having the best of both worlds

I am in a lovless marriage, we stay together for the well being of our disabled child. I am in love with my lover who is on the east coast and who I will never be with. I am having a “friends with benefits” relationship with a male friend who is 10 years younger than me. I know this won’t last but I feel no guilt over it. I am tired of being perfect and being there for everyone else. My fab lets me enjoy with out all the emotional baggage. It won’t last but right now it works

I found out something that made a pit in my stomach

Its a long story, I am both friends with these two guys that have been close since middle school now they are both in high school.
Lately one of them tells me that my other friends sister that is a couple grades younger has been sending messages to him telling him that she wants to have sex with him. After talking to him he says he is sick to that idea and is trying to avoid her which i believed.Today my friend came over and we hanged out. After he left i checked my Facebook and realized he was still logged in. I decided to try and send himself a message playfully to tell him he hadn’t logged out. Right before i made the message i saw a convo from a couple weeks before. Apparently he is trying to have sex with and it seems they are about to have sex. I know it wasnt right to click on that conversation but it was just a reaction. Now im at a dilemma. Do i tell my other friend that one of his best frfiends is tring to have sex with his sister and risk my other friend not being my best friend, or do i let him get away with it and live with the guilt?

Guilty Conscience

Recently, I had sex with one of my best friend’s boyfriend. I know it was wrong, but the guilt is eating me alive. I told my parents. I’m not allowed to go over to his house again for a LONG time. It just makes me feel awful because his girlfriend is my best friend. We tell eachother almost EVERYTHING. :(I just don’t know how I’m gonna live with this. I HATE it. I wanna go curl up and die in a hole and be buried deep underground.

Living in the Shadows

I’m not who everyone thinks I am. I have urges and desires they would never believe and should never know about. The problem is, somedays it’s all that I can do to fight these impulses, and life seems dull and pointless as long as I do.
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Filthy Despair

I feel like a filthy whore. I can’t help but flirt with nearly every person I meet, man or woman even if they are 30 years older than me (i’m 20). I lost track of how many people I have had sex with. I think it’s around 60. I can’t help leading people on. my ex is obsessed with me but I don’t have the heart to tell him that I won’t be with him again. I am so scared that the people I have had sex with know each other and talk about it. I wish I could control myself. I can’t bring myself to tell my psychiatrist about this. I don’t trust anyone. I don’t know how I don’t have an std or how I’m not pregnant. I wish I could find a man I could tell about my sexual history without being scared of him freaking and thinking I am disgusting. I don’t know if I have ever had an orgasm. I lost my virginity the first time I got drunk to a guy i met that same night. I don’t feel worthy of love. people tell me I am beautiful but all I see is the sick, twisted things in my mind. The emptiness never stops growing inside me.

I can’t stop cheating

I have been with the girl of my dreams for 6 years, and yet I can’t stop cheating on her. I crave the thrill that comes with every new chase. I’ve had relationships on the side, ranging from a one night stand to a one year relationship.

We just graduated from college, and talking about getting married. I don’t know how to tell her that she can do so much better.

down there

I caught herpes from a rape and cant tell anyone. I have been abstinent since finding out. I cant risk dating and the rejection or worse the person telling my secret to everyone or someone I know. My life sucks now!