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“Thats Great!”…I hate that you took her back.

Posted by in Love on Jan 10th, 2011 | 1 comment

Him and I have always had a thing. We dated for awhile but decided we may be better off as friends. Years later and now he’s my best friend. I’ve been dating a guy for 3 years now, and I love him to death. But I’m always thinking of him.

When him and his girlfriend started having troubles, of course he talked to me about it. He kept me updated about everything and always asked for my advice. I told him to come over and talk about it with me, since the texting was getting out of control. He said he doesn’t want to, being around me makes me question his relationship and I may be the problem. He says he still has strong feelings for me. It made me happy to know that. I loved hearing that. Him and his girlfriend break up, and he talks to me all day long. He wants to know how I feel and I told him that I’ll always love him. But I’m the happiest I’ve ever been with my boyfriend. I can’t throw that away.

He takes his girlfriend back. And I’m disappointed. I don’t want to date him, but I don’t want him with anyone else. Ever. I feel so selfish.

I can not trust

Posted by in Love on Jan 9th, 2011 | 2 comments

Why can I not trust him? He gives me no reason not to distrust him. He never gets strange phone calls, he is always with me, he randomly writes me love letters that make me cry they are so sweet, our sex life is still as lively as it was when we first got together 3 years ago, he is the greatest guy any girl could ask for and he treats me like i’m his queen.
But still I am constantly checking his emails, checking his phone, looking through his stuff, I can’t fall asleep without him next to me because I am thinking what he could posibly be doing even though he is just down stairs watching tv.
I have a horible fear of him cheating. Even though he would never do that, I just can’t trust him. I want to so bad.
My last seriouse relationship the guy cheated on me. I actually didn’t find this out until I was with my current boyfriend for about 6 months. I think thats when I really started not trusting him.
I have always had insecurity issues, but I think they got really bad after I found that out. Because when my ex cheated on me it was during the best part of our relationship. Just a week after he cheated on me he proposed.
So it makes me think, I didn’t think my ex would do that at the time, i was so in love with him and I thought he was so in love with me.
I think maybe I am to afraid to trust my Boyfriend because I feel as soon as I let my guard down he will betray me.
I just want to make him happy and I don’t feel I can do that fully until I start trusting him.

No Love

Posted by in Love on Jan 8th, 2011 | 4 comments

I can not love. I know it sounds weird but i just can not do it. I love my family and friends but I can never love a man. I do not know why. I know I am not gay so that is not a reason. Whenever I meet a new guy I like them at first at least thats what I think but after I get in a realationship with them I have no feelings toward them. I do not understand what is wrong with me.

What now?

Posted by in Love on Dec 29th, 2010 | 9 comments

After ten years our marriage has fizzled out into a complete bore. There is no love left, not even shared interests. We live together like room mates with no sex lives like accountants or nuns. And now I’ve gone and falllen in love with another woman and I’ve never fallen this hard before. And she does not even know it. It is with so much anticipation that I look forward to every time I run into her. Sometimes these are for scheduled meetings (work reasons) and it is the most amazing thing, those moments right before I see her and then to finally come round the corner and lay eyes on her. It is like heaven. She is the most beautiful, totally hot, completely cool woman I’ve ever met and I’ve never been this in love in my life. I want to be with her and make her happy.

So what now? I can not start an affair. I can’t keep on with this farce that is a marriage. I know what I want, though. I guess it is obvious.

I am in love with you.

Posted by in Love on Dec 20th, 2010 | 1 comment

You are 18 and still in high school. I am 23 and still a virgin. You’re girlfriend is pregnant with a child who may or may not be yours. I know you are just with her because you want to be a good father if the baby is yours.

I want the baby to be the other guys so that you will leave her and that I can be there for you when you are heart broken.

The other day, when you joked about taking my virginity, I was silently begging for it to happen. Maybe one day.

B and Z

Posted by in Love on Dec 16th, 2010 | 0 comments

B, I’m having a great time with you as my boyfriend for the SECOND TIME. You’re really sweet, and so precious, and GOD do my parents love you.
But I’m glad you’re graduating this year so I can have an excuse to just be your best friend again and flirt even more with Z.

Faking

Posted by in Love on Dec 15th, 2010 | 0 comments

My girlfriend thinks that the only reason I am still with her is because I have been the father figure in her childs life since the day he was born, and I love him too much to walk away from him. I assure her that isn’t the case, and that I love her too.

But she’s right.

In Love With The Wrong Person

Posted by in Love on Dec 14th, 2010 | 1 comment

I am completely in love with my best friend. He is the most amazing person I have ever met. He has been there for me at times when no one else was. I know that when I am around him nothing bad will ever happen to me. He would risk his own life to save mine. And I would do exactly the same for him. He is the reason I got sober & am a better mother than I ever was before. I can’t imagine spending one day without him but I also can’t imagine BEING with him. I am not physically attracted to him, I don’t want to kiss him or have sex with him. We are moving in to a house together soon. He has a girlfriend & I can’t stand her, I don’t want him to be with anyone. Living with him & being around her is going to be to much to handle but I have to deal with it because I can’t live without him.

Age gap.

Posted by in Love on Dec 13th, 2010 | 11 comments

About a week ago I started dating someone older than me. He’s 45, and I’m 18. I am an adult now, but I’m afraid to tell my parents because they don’t realize that age is mind over matter: if you don’t mind, it doesn’t matter. It would be different if I was younger than 18, but that isn’t the case. My mom doesn’t even like me talking to him on the phone. He is an amazing guy, but I’m still hesitant to tell my family.

I love you

Posted by in Love on Dec 13th, 2010 | 1 comment

I know it’s impossible because you are married and Asian but I want you – you are my every waking thought – I wonder how I can make you realise how I feel because I think deep down you feel it too but you are too scared because it goes against your relgion and beliefs – I understand that but it doesn’t stop me wanting you.

I’d do anything for you – all you have to do is ask me.

I LOVE SOMEBODY ELSE

Posted by in Love on Dec 10th, 2010 | 11 comments

HONEY ITS BEEN 4 YEARS…I HAVE NOT BEEN IN LOVE FOR 2 OF THOSE YEARS…I LOVE HIM…HES AMAZING…EVERYTHING YOU ARE NOT…HE TREATS ME LIKE A PRINCESS AND ACTUALLY LISTENS TO ME…HES IN THE NAVY…3 MORE YEARS IN JAPAN THEN HE WILL WHISK ME AWAY FROM THIS BORING HELL AND WE WILL BE TOGETHER…I CAN NOT WAIT TO FALL ASLEEP IN HIS ARMS…WHEN WE HAVE SEX I PRETEND YOU ARE HIM…I AM SORRY HONEY…TRULY SORRY…I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU…I AM JUST NOT IN LOVE WITH YOU ANYMORE

Love Letter to a Lost Southern Belle #1

Posted by in Love on Dec 7th, 2010 | 2 comments

I miss you, Keerin. I’m not supposed to. We were never supposed to be anything, not only according to law but apparently also according to fate.

Even though I don’t think of you in quite the depraved way as I used to I still desire you intensely, enough to wake up early in the morning to murmur out a love letter to you into my pillow while clinging to it as though I were embracing you. Knowing full well that I’m mostly forgotten and what remembrance remains is likely tainted with repugnance and maybe some self-reproach.

Fool’s errand this may be, this is the only way I’ll be corresponding to you, until I give up or get over you or I or the Internet die. I’m very sorry that I was such a condescending verbal bully who refused to accept you and sought to mold you after the pattern of my deviant appetites but not appreciate you as a person and a companion. Sow the wind, reap the whirlwind.

I don’t know if I ever loved you or if I love you know, but you’re in my heart somewhere in some way. In a way I can’t shake.

I hope all is going well for you.

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