theres this girl that has always struck me as amazing.
its been 3 years.
i told her about half a year ago that i pretty much love her.
she seemed fine with it, possibly even giving me a chance, and not even out of pity.
i was away for a week at a wrestling camp.
i texted her a simple hey.
she says we cant talk anymore that she had gotten back together with her ex.
i have NEVER felt as much rage, sorrow, agony.
she broke my heart and my hand was soon after the same.
i cried. endlessly.
i still shouldnt love her.
but now she has even infected my dreams with her beautiful self.
i cant stop thinking about her.
i cant even have any attraction to any other girl.
but her.
it hurts it hurts it hurts.
still she doesnt care.
my beautiful lauren.
i guess that im homosexual and i like boys, and my socity does not accept, this
i like this guy we are cool with each other but he is with my friend i feel bad but i cant do anything about.ithink about and i realize that its not my fault and i should tell my friend.im scarred but i know its the right thing
I am a 16 year old girl, and 2 years ago I started to fancy my 30 year old teacher. She is a woman. I didnt know what to do since i never liked a girl before. I kept it for myself until last year i confessed everything to her. She accepted it, and then lastch we went out together and I kissed her, since then we kept on meeting. She keeps on telling me that she is straight but had made an exception for me. We do many things together but i dont know what to do. I love her a lot and she knows it too. She tells me that she cant love me the same way.. Last week she told me that she had a date with a man and that certain things ahppened. I felt really down but didnt want to show it to her. I need some advice what should i do. I am a good looking girl and many guys are attracted to me, but i keep on rejectinh them because she is the only one i want.
AND my girlfriend’s daughter. And I am CRAZY about her. It’s not (just) a physical attraction. I also ADORE her personality. She’s great.
I see you everyday and yet I have no gut’s to confess how I feel. everytime when I see you, my heart beats out of pace. I don’t know if you felt the same. I avoid you is not because I hate you or anything, probably I’m a coward. And I hate myself for that. And probably you will never know how i feel. Time runs fast……. Starting tomorrow I’ll probably never see you again. I think I’m going to cry every night till I’ll get over it. If there’s such thing called fate we will meet again.
Jason i love you and i don’t know how to tell you. It should be the one thing that i can tell you, since we talk about everything. I just can’t.
Your the only one i want to be with. When you hug me, i never wanna let go..
I still miss you dearly, everyday, since last time we met. Katherine, I just wish you knew how much you mean to me, how sincere I was to care for you, to be kind for you.
I got it into my head that I wanted to hook up with an ex girlfriend on a trip to my home state with my current girlfriend. All I could think about was the great sex we use to have & if I could just get away for an afternoon no one would be the wiser. I called her house & her mother answered & said bluntly & with no emotion, "Sue is dead" WHAT? HOW? WHEN? "5 years ago, she had aids." OMG she got aids right after I left or even right before I left. I felt so awful, so many emotions, sadness & anger but you know what mostly I felt. It was relief. Relief that I did not have aids & relief that we could not hook up. I have been faithful to my girlfriend ever since. To this day it makes me shutter to think I came so close to contracting aids.
I was 15, a girl, he was 22, a bona fide hippie. Long hair, sandals a true hippie for the year 1975. When I first saw him he was standing on the ice cream truck giving out free records with every purchase. (more…)