Sexuality confusion

Posted by Anonymous in Love on Jun 5th, 2011 | 9 comments

My whole life since I was a little girl ive been attracted to both girls and guys. Tonight I made out with my first girl and I loved it! But because of my families religion I have to keep it a secret :( I had to tell someone though.

6 years together and she said not now?

Posted by Nick in Love on Jun 5th, 2011 | 10 comments

We are 26 and 25. This year is our 6th year of dating. I knew she was the one long ago but she had always hinted at not being ready. This year however I proposed, expensive ring, a ring design that we have both agreed suited her months ago and the response was ‘Not Now’

We have discussed kids names, marriage and where we would have the wedding. We live together and i have just received a fantastic promotion at work. I am just so shocked at the response. She wouldn’t even let me show her the ring!

Asking her why, there was no reason given. I figured she must be scared but hours later she told me she will still want kids and to get married.

Where to from here?

Badly confused.

Caught N Between

Posted by BabyBoo in Love on May 21st, 2011 | 7 comments

I have always TRULY loved the same man for years. I have known him for years, and we started fooling around in high school. After high school , things became a little more serious with us. I got my own place, and attended college , and he would come over almost every night. I didn’t know what to about our ralationship, so I lied so much for nothing. I guess I couldn’t help myself. He left me, but I truly loved him. I shortly then after found out I was pregnant. I wanted to tell him, but he had began to see someone else. I had heard they were getting married . Rumors were true, he had gotten married. I got with someone I didn’t love and went through years of hell. Years later we met up and began talking on the phone. We discussed the past and he asked me if my daughter was his. I told him the truth. We tried having a casual sexual affair, but feelings became too involved. We would start out having sex and end up making love. I have done things with him that I have done with no other. I ended up getting pregnant again, and now we also have a newborn son. I know he loves us, but He still has a wife. It’s like he is living two lives with two families. He provides for us well. He wants to tell his wife.He is going to soon. Although I have told him its not a good idea. We live in a small city, and we are both well-known. I see his agony in his face and I feel it in his spirit. I love him so much, I can’t stand seeing him agonize. I almost just walked away without a word. This is eating me alive.

just hurts so bad

Posted by anonymous in Love on May 15th, 2011 | 2 comments

A guy I have loved a very long time has recently been diagonised with MS.I cry most nights , it just hurts so bAd ..I still can’t believe it. I like being alone at home so that I could just scream and cry to make myself feel better a bit.

Confused

Posted by anonymous in Love on May 6th, 2011 | 2 comments

i have a boyfriend but i have a crush on someone else.

Culture and Religion in Love

Posted by syed in Love on May 4th, 2011 | 8 comments

I am a Muslim from India and I am in love with this American woman. she loves me more than anything in this world and so do i. she wants to Marry me. she has told everyone about me over there. for her there are no issues. but i belong to a culture which is very conservative. i havent told my parents anything abt it yet. I am sure they will never accept her.. I am in a very frustating situation about what should i do. if i marry her that would mean i have to give up everything over here…. I wake up every morning thinking about if i should leave my home and live with her in USA.. Please suggest me what should i do.

The words i’ve never told you…

Posted by Anonymous in Love on Apr 24th, 2011 | 3 comments

I don’t really know where to start… I could pour my whole heart out but what’s the point?

I guess i will start with… you made me realize a huge part of me, that i have never even thought about taking into consideration. I’m gay. Once i realized this, I began to express my admiration for you. After this, we started to talk more and more and my feelings for you began to grow. I have never felt this way about another person. To me, everything was perfect. But what i didn’t know was that you had me on your own string, and whether you chose to pull it or not what up to you…
We tried to make things work and failed miserably at least four times. But through all the hurtful words and unnecessary fights, i still had these uncontrollable feelings for you. Even though i stayed up crying MANY nights, i still pressed on, acting like nothing was wrong. You pushed me to my highest points, made me feel things i have never felt before. And here i am, still wanting more. You have said things to me that made me want NOTHING to do with you. Made my guard go up faster then it ever has, built my walls up higher and higher. But at the end of the day, i was always the one apologizing even though it wasn’t my mistake to begin with.
We talked for 8 months, and even though we went through many rough patches, i still decide to stay here. Waiting for you. Because there is something you don’t know… you are EVERYTHING to me. I would do anything for you. I can never get you out of my head. And i don’t act the way i do because i like you. I act the way i do because over these rough 8 months…i have fallen in love with you. I love you… i just wish you felt the same way…

Karma Is Going to Bite Me Back Like a Bitch

Posted by Susan in Love on Apr 19th, 2011 | 6 comments

I dated a guy for three years, and i decided to break up with him because i was losing intimate feelings for him and he couldn’t muster up the courage to tell me he loved me. This break up wasn’t a break up though it was only claimed as a break, because at the time I couldn’t face losing a huge support system and I really thought I would want to be back together with him.

It is two years later, he still hasn’t moved on and in the meantime I’ve had sex with 4 other guys (he only knows about 1) and hooked up with numerous people, all at the same time that I would see him here and there to hookup/hang out. I’ve lead on so many guys – all of whom I’ve told I have no interest in being in a relationship with (because I always think back to my ex boyfriend) but I tell them it’s because I don’t want to feel as though I’m married so early in the game.

Everything about love thus far has been a game for me; I’m breaking hearts, when at the end of the day I’m probably just destroying mine. I just haven’t mustered up the courage to bite the bullet and accept that things are over.

Cheating or not cheating?

Posted by If she only knew in Love on Apr 1st, 2011 | 23 comments

I am in love with another woman. I am still in love with my wife. I’ve not had sex with the other woman but we’ve been very, very close. I don’t want to destroy my family but my need for the other woman is so intense I feel like I will burn up. I want to have them both and I know that is impossible.

Too much.

Posted by Rollercoaster in Love on Mar 16th, 2011 | 15 comments

I’m in love with this guy,my best friend, and everyday is difficult.
At first, he told everyone he was gay. So I tried to get over him.
Then he got a girlfriend, and I had to support him. I love him.
Then he dumped her, because he started having feelings for me.
We were the closest thing to dating when we had a fight.
One month. One month of name calling, rumors, and no best friend.
But then he apologized. He told me he loves me.
I confessed I love him too.
Yesterday he told me he likes me, but is more in love with another boy.
I have to support him, he’s my best friend.
When will he realize that we’re meant to be more?

growing ever colder

Posted by peter in Love on Mar 16th, 2011 | 3 comments

I only ever cared about one girl. To say the least it didnt end well. When she broke up with me it hurt alot, and i all could think to say was, “you will regret this”. Some time later after her dating and predictably sleeping with several other guys. she wanted me back. I refused. I could not forgive her for the pain she had caused. Maybe i should have given her another chance, but i didnt think she deserved it. I grew angry and bitter for many years. But then i just decided to stop being angry. I still have bad memories of the experience. flashbacks if you will. Every girl i am involved with just brings about suspician in my mind. I am pretty sure every girl is just as selfish and confused. I doubt that anyone will stack up to my expectations. I just want the future to have someone for me that will love me more than i love them, so i am not hurt again. Either way, i am tired of being alone and will no longer be..

I Don’t really hate you…

Posted by damaged in Love on Mar 14th, 2011 | 3 comments

5 months ago you broke up with me and broke my heart. I have since then blocked you completely out of my life and spilled all your secrets. I build up these walls of hatred and make jokes to cover up that i still love you and how much it hurts…. I’ve cried every night… slit my wrists… stopped eating… ate to much…. hooked up with some guy i don’t even like… i love you and miss you so terribly it kills me… and maybe it will…. it hurts the most that you don’t care… you took everything from me. but i gave it willingly.