I hope you’ll never know

Posted by Anonymous in Love on Apr 21st, 2010 | 1 comment

Because you’d cut off all contact with me. You supported me through the worst time of my life when I’d been tested to the limit and saw no way out. And you helped me every day taking care of me in so many small ways and everything you said and did was right and insightful and considerate. And made me laugh and looked after me better than my nearest and dearest. And I pulled through.

And I stupidly cannot get you out of my head and I’ll never tell you because then I’d lose you. I know you have done what you have done because you are the kind of person you are. I smile and keep it light-hearted because I’d never get over it if I lost you. I never want you to know. I have no idea how I got through life before I knew you — it must have been empty.

Things I Could Never Say to your Face

Posted by Forever Your Steel Butterfly in Love on Apr 18th, 2010 | 4 comments

My Steel Dragon,

-When you walk out the door to go to work every day at 6 am, I cry on the inside. And when I cannot hold any more in, a single tear sheds and the rest begin to follow.

-When you’re sleep and you snore so horribly, and it’s keeping me awake, I take it as a sign you’re alive and I can sleep again.

-When you’re asleep and you’re too quiet, I stop breathing so that I can clearly see if you are.

-Each time you leave the house and I’m left alone, I fear that the smile you give me when you leave will be the last I get to see it.

-I post up statuses on Facebook as soon as you leave, so it’s a lot easier for me to count the hours until you get back home to me.

-Now that I’m pregnant and we’re planning all the baby stuff, I feel like there is a part of you inside me, and as it grows, so does our love.

-When you’re asleep and I’m out doing those late night laundry loads because you need your suit cleaned for work the next morning, before I put the clothes in the washer I take the last work shirt that still smells of your cologne and hug it until I cry.

-I still look at you the same way I did when we first met and I still think the exact same thought when I first saw you.

-I’ve made hundreds of songs and poems for you but never wrote them down. I’m scared of the smile you would show and the embarrassment that would cause me.

-I know you would laugh and probably not believe me if I were to tell you I love you more than my grandma’s cherry cheese cake….even if I got a whole pie to myself.

Happy Anniversary

Someone please tell me…

Posted by Anonymous in Love on Apr 3rd, 2010 | 7 comments

How do you get over the love of your life? How do you move on?… I’m afraid I’ll never get over him, but I must. He doesn’t love me.

Dreamer

Posted by Anonymous in Love on Apr 3rd, 2010 | 4 comments

So I am 16, and have never had a boyfriend. I’ve been in love with my best friend, but never actually dated. Before I fall asleep, I used to imagine that a new neighbor moved in around the block, and we meet. We become close friends right away, and he is the dreamiest, most charming guy I’ve ever met. Eventually, we slowly begin to date.

Now I do this before I sleep sooo much, that I am not even looking at other guys because none can compare to the guy “in my dreams”.

Two houses sold down the street from me, and I am secretly hoping that one of them has a teenage boy that I can meet.

I just want to be in love already!

I AM A LESBIAN

Posted by Anonymous in Love on Apr 1st, 2010 | 8 comments

I had to admit this to myself. I have had thoughts about other women for a long time and have even acted on a few of my urges. I have always been afraid to admit to myself that I am a lesbian. I am very happy now that this is the first step to “coming out of the closet”. Thank you secret confessions.com! Lol. :)

part of my heart

Posted by Anonymous in Love on Mar 19th, 2010 | 3 comments

I love him with a huge part of my heart. He’s married. I’m married. I don’t regret aborting our baby 12 years ago and I do love my husband, but I still love him with part of my heart. It is a weird situation to be in.

It’s always been a mess, and now I have this problem with lust.

Posted by Anonymous in Love on Mar 17th, 2010 | 1 comment

I have a man that I am in love with, but it’s so hard.
We care about one another, but had to work through so many issues first. We were together once before. He cheated, and I broke it off. I slept with a friend of his, and he freaked out. Fast forward awhile later, and we both worked through our damaged egos to get to where we are now.
I think I can trust him now, but the silly part is there are things about us that just frustrate me. His sex drive is low and mine is high, which creates conflict. He won’t tell me he loves me, which creates insecurity. And we still fight over dumb things, which makes us lack stability.
We’ve come a very long way since the childishness of our past together, and learned to love and accept one another for who we are. We’ve both been in dysfunctional relationships in our past…but I’m a runner.
I always want to flee when things are difficult. Sometimes, I miss the sex I had with former partners, because my boyfriend is very consistent and not very experimental. Sex is very important to me, even though it shouldn’t be, and I’m not sure how long I can deal with this low desire factor. I’ve confronted him about it, we’ve tried different things. We are just like night/day with our needs and frequency. When it comes to the other thing…I definitely miss feeling stable, and I think we’re getting there. But how patient can I be?

I cheated on my bf online…

Posted by Anonymous in Love on Mar 8th, 2010 | 9 comments

I was bored one night, and decided to go on an IRC sex chatroom, not with the intent of actually engaging in the stuff they do there, but just out of curiousity to see how many idiots I could find. This one guy started talking to me in a personal window, and things got weird really quickly… Like, he was talking about all the things he wanted to to do me, and I was making no effort to stop him because it was giving me a sick thrill… So I was basically some random guy’s good time, while my caring, loving boyfriend is clueless. I don’t know why I did it and it hasn’t happened since, but as soon as I left my computer screen I started crying and the memory of it disgusts me…

A kiss

Posted by wow in Love on Mar 8th, 2010 | 5 comments

I am close to someone and spend alot of time with her. Suddenly, without warning I started wanting to kiss her so bad that it hurts. I try to keep this feeling locked inside but I can’t help it. If she were anyone else in this world I would find a way to win her over and make it happen but there is no one more out of reach to me. I can never tell her this. I can never let it become obvious. I’m afraid that this feeling may one day ruin the close frienship we have. Sometimes I think there is a tiny chance she would do it someday. Like maybe deep inside she wants to kiss me too. But that thought is like torture to me. There is too much to lose to find out. I do not understand why I want this so bad with this person. It’s just a kiss. I hope this feeling fades away as fast as it can.

Love my wife, but crazy for another

Posted by Anonymous in Love on Mar 5th, 2010 | 3 comments

I love my wife. She’s the best thing that’s happened to me and we have a good life.

But I’m crazy about another. I’m not trying to cheat, and thankfully she has a serious boyfriend, so I doubt she’d pursue anything with me anyway. But she’s fantastic, and I can’t breathe unless I hear from her. She left for a week and I was sad that she was gone, just felt incomplete. I enjoy spending time with her personally and professionally. She’s fun, smart, beautiful, caring, cute, nice to everyone, and we just click.

I don’t want to leave my wife, its not even an option in my mind. But I do wish I could spend one day free with this other girl. Just one day where I could take care of her, not even do anything sexual. Just enjoy each other’s company in private, and hold her close. We’re already close colleagues/friends. To just once feel that closeness with her in mind and body, forgetting about the outside world. Just once, that would be enough.

Am I too young to love?

Posted by Incomplete in Love on Feb 27th, 2010 | 5 comments

I am a young (Just about 15) and always liking different girls every year, but two years ago a girl got my attention and i have not been able to think about anyone else. She Beautiful (Not Hot, Sexy, or Delicious), and this year we go to different schools, so contact has dropped drastically from the point were we hung out every day after school to just barely seeing her on Facebook. She’s smart, clever, fashionable, sweet, and even a bad girl if she wants too. I would rake a bullet for her and lay down my life for her safety. I know you are thinking I am too young but unlike most people I have been known to be cunning and to think things to the fullest. She is like a drug to me and I don’t want to stay sober.

Why does nobody like me?

Posted by Anonymous in Love on Feb 16th, 2010 | 10 comments

I like a girl in school, but i think she doesn’t like me. I can’t stop thinking about her, sometimes i can’t sleep because of her. Im so lonely. I have thought, if i die suddenly, would she know that i am gone or will she miss me? Why do i feel so bad about it. Some guys don’t give a shit if a girl doesn’t like them, but i get so sad, loneley, and i can’t sleep. I wish she would like me.