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why am I so dumb

Posted by in Alone, Love on Jan 23rd, 2013 | 2 comments

Why is it that I always fall for the losers the ones who always break my heart an could look right in my eyes and lie to me. The type who screw me over every time. But when the sweet guys come around I screw that up because I think it’s impossible for someone to actually love me and care about me. So I go back to the liars and cheaters because I guess I’m just so used to it.

Little too late

Posted by in Love on Jan 10th, 2012 | 1 comment

I’m sixteen and have had a boyfriend for over a year but lately I’ve been thinking things I shouldn’t be. When I was thirteen I dated my best friend who’s a girl and I got scared and broke up with her now years later we are still best friends but I believe I’ve fallen in love with her and I’m scared because I love my boyfriend I don’t understand why girls pretend to be bisexual for attention it’s confusing and frustrating

I love her but something is missing

Posted by in Love on Nov 22nd, 2011 | 9 comments

I am madly in love with a woman, we are in our 40′s and she feels the same about me. But my problem is with her in the sexual department. She is not very sexual at all and gets all freaked out over everything. I am very very sexual and it is killing me. She does not like to talk about it at all, she gets embarrassed. We are 40 years old for crying out loud. I am starting to find myself looking at other woman. I am not asking her for wild crazy things, just a little umph in the bedroom.

Lawful vs. Love

Posted by in Love on Nov 22nd, 2011 | 3 comments

I’m 17 in two weeks. My older cousins best friend is 24. We’ve been friends for a long time now, and I’m completely in love with him. He feels similarly about me, and it kills him that he feels that way, but he does. We can’t be together, or act on this. It’s illegal for him to kiss me, and I can’t even hold his hand. We practically have to ignore our feelings, even though I’ll be 18 in a year. It breaks my heart.

I was born this way

Posted by in Love on Aug 26th, 2011 | 16 comments

No one knows except a select few that i am a lesbian. i’ve been dating my gf for almost 6 years and no one knows. I feel so trapped when im around family and friends, especially since they can talk about their girlfriends and boyfriends openly because they’re straight and thats acceptable in today’s society. I can’t come out because im still living at home and i live in the bible belt so i’d be ostracized because im in love. Im so afraid of my mom finding out because she’s the only family i have left that cares. Im afraid of her being disappointed in me and kicking me out. But no matter what happens I love my girlfriend and i have the most amazing friends. I know i’ll be alright in the aftermath of whatever i choose to do and no matter what I was born to survive.

Wishing It Had Happened Sooner

Posted by in Love on Aug 18th, 2011 | 16 comments

I’ve been married for just over a year; we’ve been together for almost five years. I love my husband. He is an amazing person. He loves me and cares for me. He’s everything I could ever ask for. But I’m afraid I am more than willing to throw it all away because I’m still in love with another guy. I have been for years, but I had lost touch with this person for a long time. We’ve recently reconnected and every deep feeling is still there. There is nothing wrong with my marriage, or my husband, but I find myself wishing that this reconnection would’ve come two years earlier. I would choose the other guy.

Can’t walk away…

Posted by in Love on Aug 15th, 2011 | 9 comments

I let a complete loser, who plays me for a fool, control my happiness in life. All for the sake of not feeling alone. I hate that I let this even go on. The only thing I hate more than letting this go on, is no longer having control of my happiness. I know i deserve better. I can’t bring myself to walk away, because I’m afraid once he’s gone, my happiness might never come back. I don’t know if better is really out there… I don’t know what’s worse anymore: staying, or leaving.

29 Not Happy

Posted by in Love on Aug 15th, 2011 | 4 comments

Not happy with my life.. I feel I am living a lie.. Do I love him? Do I want to go through with this marriage? Is this just cold feet? I wish he knew the things to say when I need reassurance… Can I count on him? If I’m asking this does this mean that I already have my answer?

I hate pretending

Posted by in Love on Aug 12th, 2011 | 2 comments

For the first time in my life, I’m in love, and he has no idea. I’ve had long term relationships before, but this man is only a sex friend and I care more deeply and intensely for him than the guy I was almost engaged to, and he has no clue how much I feel for him.

I really think you hate me

Posted by in Love on Jul 23rd, 2011 | 1 comment

You will never see this. EVER. I WILL die one day, and who will you will have? Your snarky mother? Or your father that NEVER EVER knew your worth. Your brother is the only one that gets you. At least you’ll have him, but will he keep you warm at night?

A long time ago we had a massive fight and you told me to get out and I did. Tonight, I did the same thing to you. I needed you to go away but you didn’t show me the same respect that I showed you and stayed. Turns out that I shoved you. Something I swore I would never do. I feel so terrible that I did this. I have no excuse at all except that as much as I adhere to you, you never adhere to me.

I sometimes think I have no power in this marriage. PERIOD. You will always make more money than I do unless I go back to school which I will now. I can’t live like this.

I love you so much. You have no idea. I seriously think you hate me because I’m not the perfect, strong girl you married.

It’s……..complicated

Posted by in Love on Jul 11th, 2011 | 6 comments

So there’s this girl that I can’t stop thinking about. Problem #1: She’s dating this guy that is absolutely perfect for her. Problem #2: I’m a girl. Problem #3: I’m straight.
It’s annoying, I’ve been in love before. I dated this guy I was crazy about for two years. I know all the feelings you get when you see someone that you’re in love with. That twist in your stomach, how everything you say sounds ridiculous, how the room gets about 50 degrees hotter when they look at you and smile, how you always know where they are in a room. The weird thing is that I feel all of those things with her. I can’t make it go away. I even dream about her. I always feel super lonely when I leave her. I like her boyfriend, and I like hanging out with them, we always have a good time, but whenever I’m walking to my car I feel like I want to cry. I listen to sad songs on the way home and I always stop for Starbucks. It’s pathetic and I always feel like I’ve been through a breakup when I leave. I just don’t know what to do. I think it’s just a dumb girl crush because I know in the long run I want to end up with a guy. I even tried watching lesbian porn one time because I was curious and it totally grossed me out. The funny thing is, I hate her at the same time. She’s so pompous and I always feel inferior with her. She insanely successful at everything she ever tries. If that song, “Anything you can do, I can do better…” ever came to life, it would be exactly like her. She judges me for the dumbest things, and she treats me like crap sometimes. I just hate, love, loathe, adore, despise, and absolutely idolize her.

Love Stinks

Posted by in Love on Jul 5th, 2011 | 9 comments

I have been best friends with a guy for 7 years, and we got so close over the past year. I honestly think that I am in love with him; I think about him all the time, he is in all of my dreams, and whenever I am near him, I start getting all flirty and nervous and I always want to look good around him.

I want to tell him that I love him, but I don’t want to ruin our friendship, and since I have so few friends to begin with, I am really hesitant to tell him. But recently, due to the deathly illness of a few family members, I have started feeling like I am willing to risk it because life is so short and you could die at any moment.

I just dont know what to do because I know for sure that I am completely, irrevocably, totally in love with him.

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