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i hate her..

Posted by in Jealousy on Nov 20th, 2011 | 6 comments

Dear C,
\I hate you so much. and its not like u have done anything, but ur just too perfect. flawless everything. and i hate you for it. i wish you just would die in a hole, so i don’t have to get all worked up when i see you in the halls. I wish i could be you so much, i cry almost everyday cause my life sucks. really.

From the bottom of my haert,
S

jealous

Posted by in Jealousy on May 15th, 2011 | 2 comments

My best friend is the sweetest and most sincere person I have ever met. She is intelligent and witty beyond belief. And I’ve told her I’m jealous…not in a nasty way just a, “I wish I had your mind”. But now I feel like crying cause the guy I’ve liked who she was has never met likes her just based on her personality off twitter. And I don’t blame him…But I’m devastated and feel like crying.

i am healthy but

Posted by in Jealousy on Mar 10th, 2011 | 8 comments

Sometimes I wish I had cancer so people would be forced to see the reality and be honest about how important I was to them at least at some point in their lives.

I am jealous of everything who you are and what you have got

Posted by in Jealousy on Mar 3rd, 2011 | 7 comments

Dear E,

I’m writing to you to let you know I’m jealous of what you have achieved in life. Since we were in highschool we had an unspokeable agreement that we would compete in life.

You got your L’s first, I got my p’s first and then you got your full licence first.

Hey I still think your unattractive with your horse-face and long nose. Yet you have the best fiancee. Good-looking, great personality a lot of fun. And I’m sure you pressured the guy to marry you after all, why would he want to be with you forever if you refuse to do sexual things with him like bjs and hjs. Even though he has asked you plenty of times and respected your wishes not to do so.

While I’m with a guy for six years, who I have bended over backwards for. I love my guy to bits, I have done sexual things that you would deem disgusting and yet I have no ring, never been on a holiday with him, it took him almost four years to finally hold my hand in public etc.

All I can say is why does everything go to you? Why do you get to be engaged after dating for four years while I have been with my boyfriend for six.

Why does your fugly face make me want to scream that you don’t deserve any of what your fiancee does for you because you are so self-centred and self absorbed with stupidity.

I have hidden your status updates on FB because everything you write concerns your job (Hello you are not going to get a full time teaching job after leaving univesrity a six months ago.)What the **** was it you going on about wanting old teachers to hurry up and retire so you can get a job. You sick muppet. Or you post “I love my fiancee so much, he is so beautiful.” WTF His family sees that and sees you as an immature person you are.

All I can say is I sit seething in jealousy of what you have got and I am still on the waiting end.

love me more

Posted by in Jealousy on Aug 18th, 2010 | 2 comments

i told you he raped me so maybe you would love me more than you love my boyfriend

Miscarriage

Posted by in Jealousy on Jul 26th, 2010 | 17 comments

I hate reading of all these girls who are getting abortions or want sympathy because they are pregnant at 16. If you’re ashamed to be pregnant, don’t spread your legs. It’s a choice. I was pregnant at 16. My boyfriend was 18 and made 300 dollars a week. Our families dealt with it, and offered their help. Unfortunately, I miscarried 6 weeks into my pregnancy. This the most painful thing I could ever go through. It kills me to read of girls aborting their babies because they can’t deal with the embarassment of teenage pregnancy. They are stupid bitches and have no idea how many people cannot have children and envy them, and they throw it all away.

I love you really.

Posted by in Jealousy on Jun 17th, 2010 | 4 comments

I tell you my phone is broken so I don’t have to text you, that I’m sick so that I don’t have to see you, but I freak out at you if you hang out with anyone else. I’m too scared to talk to you anymore because you might mention some other girl and i’ll get jealous again. I insult you so that you’ll keep thinking I’m the best you can get, but it’s just to stop you realising how much better you can do. I’ll die if you leave me but I want you to be happy.

What happend to me?

Posted by in Jealousy on May 30th, 2010 | 5 comments

I have been talking to this guy recently and got really close. I told him I really liked him; and he said he might feel the same. I logged on to facebook today to see: “…is in a relationship with…”
I stared at it; angry, jelous and sad for a while.
This girl hates me, i don’t like her.
Why is life so unfair.

i look at my roommates phone while he sleeps

Posted by in Jealousy on May 20th, 2010 | 6 comments

He’s got all these pictures of his many girlfriends and I deleted them all because I’m desperately in love with him.

should i be jealous?

Posted by in Jealousy on Mar 19th, 2010 | 11 comments

i’ve been in a relationship for about ten months. my boyfriend has a lot of friends that are girls. some are ex girlfriends, some are friends that have always been there, and some are new ones. some of them have offered to do sexual things with him. i know he loves me, but i can’t just help feeling like one day the truth is gonna come out and i’m gonna be the typical dumb girl that never sees it coming. the fact i doubt him so much shows up a lot. we get in arguments on absolutley nothing based on the fact i’m jealous and have absolutley no trust. i refuse to be a clingy girlfriend and watch over his shoulder all the time, but i’ve been tempted to make like a fake myspace and flirt with him to see what he’ll do …but i’m afraid of what he’ll do.

Porn-a-holic

Posted by in Jealousy on Jan 3rd, 2010 | 12 comments

We’ve talked about it, we’ve fought about it.

I’ve told him that I don’t like the fact that he stares at so many random naked strangers, but it doesn’t change the fact that I feel my boyfriend is OBSESSED with porn. It seems like every time I walk out of the room, he opens up his ‘Secret Guy Stuff’ folder and starts browsing.

Maybe not EVERY time, but I’ve walked into the room enough times to glance at him quickly closing a window full of naked women sprawled when he hears me approaching to make me feel suspicious and uneasy every time I turn my back.

He does it so often that I wonder if it is normal. Sometimes he has even stayed up for hours, just looking at porn, way past the time I get in bed. Or, on other days he doesn’t even try to hide it and just stares at it for hours, seemingly all day long.

I try not to get jealous of these random strangers that he is ogling and basically eye-raping, but I really cant help it.

I hate it. Do I have to just get used to it? Is there any man who isn’t sexually obsessed out there?

Jealous

Posted by in Jealousy on Dec 8th, 2009 | 2 comments

I am insanely jealous of a bunch of my friends. I was always the “good girl” in school. School came first, good grades came first. My other friends put their passions for art first, as I wish I could. I’ve been attending a great college, but I’m in a BS major that I love but will probably never use, and I’ll probably just go on to Library Science anyway. It’s really the only thing I truly know.

All of my friends have turned their love for art into something they’ll be able to make money off of. One has gotten into an excellent fashion program, the other learning how to be a video game designer.

I almost want to smack them when they talk about their schoolwork, about working on level design projects and fashion history, while I’m learning about OSHA and labor law. I feel like I’m being punished for not being a “slacker” in highschool. My one friend was failing a bunch of her classes and now she’s where I want to be, but I never developed those skills as well because I thought I’d never use them, not did I have the time…

WHY?

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