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i told you he raped me so maybe you would love me more than you love my boyfriend

Miscarriage

I hate reading of all these girls who are getting abortions or want sympathy because they are pregnant at 16. If you’re ashamed to be pregnant, don’t spread your legs. It’s a choice. I was pregnant at 16. My boyfriend was 18 and made 300 dollars a week. Our families dealt with it, and offered their help. Unfortunately, I miscarried 6 weeks into my pregnancy. This the most painful thing I could ever go through. It kills me to read of girls aborting their babies because they can’t deal with the embarassment of teenage pregnancy. They are stupid bitches and have no idea how many people cannot have children and envy them, and they throw it all away.

I love you really.

I tell you my phone is broken so I don’t have to text you, that I’m sick so that I don’t have to see you, but I freak out at you if you hang out with anyone else. I’m too scared to talk to you anymore because you might mention some other girl and i’ll get jealous again. I insult you so that you’ll keep thinking I’m the best you can get, but it’s just to stop you realising how much better you can do. I’ll die if you leave me but I want you to be happy.

What happend to me?

I have been talking to this guy recently and got really close. I told him I really liked him; and he said he might feel the same. I logged on to facebook today to see: “…is in a relationship with…”
I stared at it; angry, jelous and sad for a while.
This girl hates me, i don’t like her.
Why is life so unfair.

i look at my roommates phone while he sleeps

He’s got all these pictures of his many girlfriends and I deleted them all because I’m desperately in love with him.

should i be jealous?

i’ve been in a relationship for about ten months. my boyfriend has a lot of friends that are girls. some are ex girlfriends, some are friends that have always been there, and some are new ones. some of them have offered to do sexual things with him. i know he loves me, but i can’t just help feeling like one day the truth is gonna come out and i’m gonna be the typical dumb girl that never sees it coming. the fact i doubt him so much shows up a lot. we get in arguments on absolutley nothing based on the fact i’m jealous and have absolutley no trust. i refuse to be a clingy girlfriend and watch over his shoulder all the time, but i’ve been tempted to make like a fake myspace and flirt with him to see what he’ll do …but i’m afraid of what he’ll do.

Porn-a-holic

We’ve talked about it, we’ve fought about it.

I’ve told him that I don’t like the fact that he stares at so many random naked strangers, but it doesn’t change the fact that I feel my boyfriend is OBSESSED with porn. It seems like every time I walk out of the room, he opens up his ‘Secret Guy Stuff’ folder and starts browsing.

Maybe not EVERY time, but I’ve walked into the room enough times to glance at him quickly closing a window full of naked women sprawled when he hears me approaching to make me feel suspicious and uneasy every time I turn my back.

He does it so often that I wonder if it is normal. Sometimes he has even stayed up for hours, just looking at porn, way past the time I get in bed. Or, on other days he doesn’t even try to hide it and just stares at it for hours, seemingly all day long.

I try not to get jealous of these random strangers that he is ogling and basically eye-raping, but I really cant help it.

I hate it. Do I have to just get used to it? Is there any man who isn’t sexually obsessed out there?

Jealous

I am insanely jealous of a bunch of my friends. I was always the “good girl” in school. School came first, good grades came first. My other friends put their passions for art first, as I wish I could. I’ve been attending a great college, but I’m in a BS major that I love but will probably never use, and I’ll probably just go on to Library Science anyway. It’s really the only thing I truly know.

All of my friends have turned their love for art into something they’ll be able to make money off of. One has gotten into an excellent fashion program, the other learning how to be a video game designer.

I almost want to smack them when they talk about their schoolwork, about working on level design projects and fashion history, while I’m learning about OSHA and labor law. I feel like I’m being punished for not being a “slacker” in highschool. My one friend was failing a bunch of her classes and now she’s where I want to be, but I never developed those skills as well because I thought I’d never use them, not did I have the time…

WHY?

Lonely?

I read other people’s MySpace and Facebook comments and get sad, because nobody talks to me that much.

I flew back thousands of miles

I flew back thousands of miles to go back for her so she would realize that I was the one. I found her in the arms of a friend of ours. She couldn’t spend more than two hours with me before running off to make out anywhere.

Confession? All our other friends would tell me that they knew that they weren’t anything special. They all say that they were just physical, that they were just in it for the sex but had no level of commitment. Once they broke up I just felt so good. It makes me sadly very happy that the people that have the best reputations, are the smartest and going places stopped talking to her and still talk to me.

I guess everything works out for a reason.

two faced

YOU DONT KNOW IT BUT I KNOW YOU ARE JEALOUS OF ME YOU PRETEND TO LIKE ME BUT YOU CALL MY BOYFRIEND MORE THAN I DO YOU ARE DATING HIS UNCLE BACK OFF YOU B***h EVERYTIME I’M AROUND THE PHONE RINGS AND ITS YOU WANTING TO COME OVER NEWS FOR YOU THE UNCLE ISN’T STUPID ITHER WE BOTH KNOW SOMETHING IS STRANGE WE JUST DON’T SAY ANYTHING OUT LOUD WHEN I CONFRONTED MY BOYFRIEND HE SAYS I’M PARANOID AND HE ONLY LOVES ME I ALSO NOTICED HE TALKS MUCH NICER TO YOU ON THE PHONE THAN ME AND WHEN YOU COME OVER I WANT TO LEAVE BUT HE GETS ALL PISSY I HATE YOU EVEN THOUGH WE HAVE BEEN SHOPPING TOGETHER I WAS BORED AND COULDN’T WAIT TO GET BACK HOME AWAY FROM YOU YOU CAN’T BE TOO SMART DON’T YOU SENSE I HATE YOU ,YOU SKANK!!! GO AWAY !!!

Jealousy

I’m involved with a wonderful man who I love very much but who will never be able to make me happy because of my jealousy. What am I jealous of? The fact that I’m not the first person he slept with (he had sex with one girl and was intimate with another three). That probably wouldn’t seem so unreasonable if I hadn’t slept with fourteen men myself, one of whom I was married to and have a daughter with.

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