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Hate being a mom

Posted by in Hate on Feb 21st, 2009 | 2,270 comments

I am depressed. I hate being a mom. I also hate being a stay at home mom too!

I Hate Myself

Posted by in Hate on Dec 31st, 2008 | 9 comments

i have been in a relationship with an asshole for almost 3 years. He is always hot and cold with me, abusive one minute and overly romantic the next. but i stay with him because i lack the confidence and the motivation to find someone better. plus we have great sexual chemistry. i fear in twenty years i’ll be married to him with kids and hate my life, but i can’t ever seem to end it now.
i hate myself for this but usually try to spin the anger toward him.

Why i want to die

Posted by in Hate on Nov 9th, 2008 | 8 comments

Certain times of year play with my head. The absence of light makes me suicidal and depressed. I try to tell my friends, but they don’t understand…not even my Best Friend. I want to sleep all day, never leave the house, not speak, all because it is so gloomy here….i hate this and i hate my life….

Two years

Posted by in Hate on Oct 26th, 2008 | 4 comments

That’s all it takes. I can’t have a “best friend” because in a period of two years I will hate her. It has happened four times. It started when I was eight years old and hasn’t stopped since then. I don’t know what’s the problem, maybe it was the fact that all of them were using me and I was stupid enough to believe they were my friends; either way I hate the four of them. I can’t see them because I get mad, full of rage and with desires to punch them.

STD

Posted by in Hate on Sep 4th, 2008 | 10 comments

My ex cheated on me and gave me an STD. Now I am so scared that every single time I start to care for someone that they will reject me because of it.

I feel used and dirty and tainted and it isn’t even because I was out slutting around that I got it.

Add to all that, any person I care about and enter in a physical relationship will always be in danger of getting it from me.

I hate this.

religion.

Posted by in Hate on Aug 31st, 2008 | 21 comments

i don’t believe in religion, matter of fact, i absolutely hate religion. i am a bat mitzvahed jewish 15 year old girl, yet i don’t like considering myself a religion. i absolutely do not believe in god. and i hate it when people are religious. overly religious. yet i respect it. i hate how ignorant people are, and it kills me and bothers me to no end. i feel like a failure sometimes because of my beliefs, but i will not.. WILL NOT believe in anything unless it is proved to me. there is no proof of god, there is no proof of jesus. there is no proof of moses. i think its pathetic when people have to use religion to feel like they are living their lives the right way. you only have one life! why would you waste it that way ?!

Him

Posted by in Hate on Aug 27th, 2008 | 1 comment

I wanted to hate you, I thought I hated you, I convinced myself that I did because it was what I wanted. Hating you was my answer. I wanted to think that you stole my friends from me, they left me alone to be with you. You always make fun of me, you laugh at me, treat me like crap and make me fell like crap. I never did anything to you, I always keep my mouth shut, well most of the time. I almost die, I tried to commit suicide and between the many thoughts in my head there was one that surprised me the most:I do not hate you.

rape

Posted by in Hate on Aug 1st, 2008 | 10 comments

i am a man, i was raped when i was 12 and it broke something inside me that was never fixed. this was 17 yrs ago
i just needed to say it once

I HATE HER

Posted by in Hate on Jul 2nd, 2008 | 2 comments

sometimes i am ready for one of my bestfriends to die she told one of my cousins one of my deepest secrets, What kind of friend is that i can’t get mad at her because then people will ask why i dont talk to her anymore then she will have to tell them I dont know what to do im just gonna have to hide my true feelings to her……I HATE HER!!!!LORD FORGIVE ME PLEASE

I’m sick of my family.

Posted by in Hate on Jun 21st, 2008 | 1 comment

we took in extended family members because their house was reposesed due to some moronic financial decisions. It was only supposed to last 6 weeks at the most. Cut to three months later, and here we are. Their driving me insane. All of them. I feel like i no longer have any control in my own home. I can’t do the things i want when I want. There are two young girls who represent everything I hate about little girls. and everyday, the frakking spanish soaps. Oh my God, how I hate the spanish soaps. If I never have to watch Univision again it’ll be too soon. The day they leave cannot come too soon. Rant over.

I hate myself

Posted by in Hate on Jun 14th, 2008 | 2 comments

I hate myself so much…

I hate myself for letting him go all because I was so afraid to tell him I cared about him that I would love to be with him but no I was so scared and stupid that I told him to go and leave me alone to go and find someone else.

And now he is with someone else and it breaks my heart to see him with her, the only consolation I have is that at least I know his happy even if it’s not with me.

Dear “Love”

Posted by in Hate on May 29th, 2008 | 1 comment

You Make me angry, i hate everything you do. I hate the way you treat me, i hate you more than i’ve ever hated anyone before…
But i wouldn’t leave you for anything!

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