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I want to murder them.

Near where i live, there are a lot of teenagers that hang around outside the local shops.
They stand outside intimidating people, just for the fun of it.
When i walk past, they make comments about my height (i’m 6ft 4) and i just get the urge to go home, put on a mask, go back and beat them to death with a hammer.
It’d make my town a lot better, people could go to the shops without fear.
Am i insane for wanting to murder them in such a bloody way?

I hate her so much

She is such a egotistical bitch. I hate her. Sometimes I really just want to beat the crap out of her. I am tired of her always doing what she wants and not caring about me. I will never marry her in April. I am trapped in a relationship with her now that we have bought a business together. I want out so ******* bad. Sometimes I think about just disappearing and leaving it all behind or even just killing myself. If I did not have kids I would. It is not fair to them that I should bail on them so I wont. I will be miserable for a very long time now. Why does she have to be so free willed and not willing to be a real finance and be committed to me. I am tired of her still looking for sex with others behind my back. She knows that if I catch her it is over but she keeps trying. I have found all her secret id’s on Adult friend finder and plenty of fish. It was her idea to get married in the first place, I do not want to. I really regret every meeting and falling in love again. I will never be able to trust her and she lies to me so easily and constantly.

She’ll never get to live cause of you

I loved you so much. I gave you my heart, soul, and body. Together we convinced a perfect little life. So what did you give me? You took my heart and smashed it into a million pieces. You tore my soul in half. You used my body, and abused it. I could forgive that, but you destroyed that perfect little life. I will never forgive you for killing my child that never got to live.

What I really meant was . . .

When I said ‘Your the only one in my heart’, I meant ‘Your the only one that will love me cause I’m fat’. When I said ‘Forever’ I meant ‘Till someone better comes along’. When I said ‘I love you’ I meant ‘I ******* hate you’.

I Am Suicidal

And am just waiting until I finally swallow the right mix of the wrong things that makes it look all innocent and accidental.
If I do it right it should even be a surprise to me.

Swore it wouldn’t happen

After dieting for years, losing more than 75 lbs and swearing that I would never live like that again, I have gotten back to almost 190. I’ve met a wonderful man who loves me for who I am, but I simply don’t feel like I deserve his love, and I think less of him for loving the fat slob that I am today.

I hate

I hate myself. I fear I have a personality disorder and nobody will ever truly love me because I act so outrageous when I get upset. My boyfriend just broke up with me because of it. I hide it in front of my friends and nobody in my family likes me. I go to therapy and it doesn’t help. I’m going to be a cat lady and when I die nobody will notice and my cats will end up eating me. I’m still young enough to change but it’s so hard. I just want it to stop.

backstabber

you wouldn’t have even met each other if it wasn’t for me. you knew i wasn’t over him and you took him away from me. to this day you know that every time i hear his name or see him it still makes me hurt inside and yet you still have the guts to date him and come to me about advice on him and talk to me about how great he is. honestly? do you realize how shallow that is? if i hadn’t introduced you two and you hadn’t decided it was a good idea to date him considering you were desperate then i would probably still be with him right now and you would still be my best friend….not some girl i despise.

My Father

My father is a pedophile and it make me sick to know that his blood runs through my veins…..I wish he were dead!

my babies

i was in love with a man who beat,raped and fathered my children. at least thats what i thought. the first time you beat me i forgave you, as did i the other times you did. then i got pregnant with the twins and you wouldnt lay a hand on me. two weeks after giving birth you hit and raped me. and i forgave you because i needed some support for me and the kids. the next couple of times you raped me i forgave you as well. but then when the twins turned two you hit danny, and threw lilly. you said you were sorry but i didnt forgive you and i never will. you could do anything that you wanted to do to me, and i would never leave you. but as soon as you layed your hands on my kids thats when i knew to leave. if you ever touch them again,i swear i will kill you.

Seperated

I totally regret giving you another chance. I knew you would have sex with someone else but after one night with her you tell her she is the best that you’ve had in bed when we were together more than 10 years, really. You are not all of that in many ways and I am so sorry that I ever met you. You are the worst excuse for a human being and I hate you so much.

“it”

I let it (my depression) change me. Now that it’s gone, I am only left with what I was changed into. I ******* hate the new me.

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