I want to kill myself

Posted by hate in Hate on Aug 22nd, 2010 | 6 comments

I hate my husband who is cheating on me, I hate being a stay at home mother (( i dont hate my kids)) I hate myself for allowing this to happen. I hate my life.

I just want to die.

my father

Posted by Anonymous in Hate on Aug 12th, 2010 | 6 comments

my dad is a married man so he should be in love with my mom wrong i caught him looking out the window at our neighbor masturbating to her my dad makes me sick

better off if you killed me that night too

Posted by dying inside in Hate on Aug 10th, 2010 | 5 comments

you took everything that ever mattered away from me, you raped me. and i never even saw your face. i feel disgusting and gross. i feel your breath on my skin when im changing, and i see you everytime i close my eyes. just from that one night, you took my whole life away from me. i will never go to another party again, i will never have my virginty back , and i will never feel beautiful. i never want to be touched again. i feel so ashamed that i cant give the man i was suppose to marry all of me,& i cant have that fairy tale wedding. i cant even look at a man without wondering if hes the one who rapped me. i dont want to be the victim anymore, but just because i survived this, doesnt mean it was ever okay.

ill love her

Posted by lisa in Hate on Aug 7th, 2010 | 1 comment

my dad hates all white people just because my mother left him for a white man. i think my fathers going to hate my daughter because shes half white, but thats okay because im going to love her more then anything, including him.

i hate my husband

Posted by JLJ in Hate on Aug 6th, 2010 | 7 comments

He’s a douch bag is a cheater and I will cheat on him back some day and leave him for a hotter guy. Loser

to kayla

Posted by john in Hate on Aug 2nd, 2010 | 4 comments

people got shot, people got hurt, people died that night and you walked away from it and none of it, none of it even touched you. look at you,your the same person you were before any of it even happened,you didnt even stay around long enough to see who was standing and who wasnt. you know eight people may have died that night, but all of us got buried somehow. except for you and i hate you for it.

hateyou

Posted by jnn in Hate on Jul 26th, 2010 | 10 comments

three months ago i had a abortion because you told me you didnt want to dissapoint ur family and give up your dreams by being a teen father so i did, a month ago i found out you got your new girlfriend pregnant and you want her to keep it. im so ******* sorry i was just a embarssment to you that you had to kill your own baby so people wouldnt know about us. i hope your new babys as ulgy as you are on the inside.

I hate being his wife

Posted by HaterWife in Hate on Jul 14th, 2010 | 35 comments

We have almost been married two years, and though I do love him…I HATE being his wife. I hate being his cook, his maid, his social planner…I love being a stay at home mom, and don’t mind cleaning up after our son, cook for him, taking care of him…sure it’s tiring sometimes, sure there are frustrating days. But it’s being HIS WIFE that I hate.

I hate that he seemingly takes advantage of the fact I clean the house and therefore never bothers to clean up after himself, leaving his boxers on the floor of the bathroom sometimes..tracking crap in from outside. Cleaning his dishes on the counter, for the secret “maid” to clean up..”oh I was going to put those away” sure you were…when pigs f’ing fly.

I know it would KILL him to pick up a broom, empty the dish washer or take laundry down without being asked. Oh wait, he has never once picked up a broom around this house.

Sure he does take care of us. But man, I hate the day to day of being his wife. Like I want to sleep with a man who leaves the toilet so dirty it looks like a outdoor concert outhouse! Who wants to have sex with a person that disgusting?!

I guess having a penis and being the sole provider means you are incapable of cleaning up after yourself.

I hate his snoring and the way he startles when I come to bed, so late because I have to wait till he is past the INSANELY loud snoring stage otherwise, I will never get to sleep. I hate that he jumps out of bed, even though I crept in and made no noise. I want to just smack him one. Mean, I know…but it means that he has to go through the INSANELY loud snoring phase AGAIN!

So I am left awake till 7am!

I hate the way he will just leave his tshirts in huge stack because he is too lazy to hang them up or he knows it will drive me so batty from having them just laying around, that I will give in and do it myself.

I hate the fact he can keep his stuff so neat and tidy, but he can’t stop screwing up the $1000 stroller I paid for because he can’t stop hitting the walls or bumping into door frames with it.

I should have made him pay for it, then maybe he would see value in it.

I hate the fact he broke the raincover for the stroller from doing something I KEPT asking him not too…and now bitches it’s broken.

I hate that they are “his” DVD’s and because of that, they are kept in perfect shape, yet he doesn’t give a crap about anything that he deems “yours”.

I hate the way he is always sick too, whenever I am.

I hate the way he thinks it ok to lay in the clean bed in clothing he wore outside and is dirty.

I hate the fact he leaves the bathroom CD player cord hanging loose ALL the time, so the baby pulls it down and almost bonks it on his head.

I hate the fact he cannot pick up a cloth and wipe the highchair in the morning after the baby has breakfast on his shift.

I hate the fact, if he feels he hasn’t had enough sleep and yet the baby is up and wants food, he tries to force him to sleep longer. And gets mad that the baby is upset by this.

I hate how frustrated he gets over stupid trivial things, that most people wouldn’t give a crap about.

And I hate that his frustration wears off on me, and now I have lost my laid back nature.

I hate her man

Posted by Samantha in Hate on Jun 22nd, 2010 | 1 comment

I HATE my friends boyfriend. I don’t know what it is about him. I secretly hope they break up. Plus Im pretty sure hes cheating on her.

…Sure…

Posted by Whatever in Hate on Jun 21st, 2010 | 5 comments

I tried making love with my girlfriend for the first time last night, and I couldn’t perform. This doesn’t surprise me – I’ve been angry, irritable and impotent for over a year. My family and friends think I’m all doing well, but when the end of the day comes all I want to do is crawl into bed and ignore contact from the outside world.

She said it’s not a big deal, but it’s only a matter of time before she gets fed up with my inability to get an erection and leaves. I’m so filled with rage I can’t even articulate it. The only thing that pisses me off more than my impotence is the advice, “Seek a therapist and exercise more.” Spare me your dogshit, overly simplistic diagnosis that you ripped off of WebMD. Do you think I haven’t tried that? Honestly? I’m depressed, not ******* stupid…although I’d gladly swap my intelligence for some relief from the crushing, exhausting pain of my pointless existence. (If you’re going to comment on this to rip on me for being dramatic and emo, save yourself the trouble and get bent.)

You really hurt me…

Posted by anon in Hate on Jun 21st, 2010 | 4 comments

As u know, u got me pregnant the day before u deployed… We were together and in love, we were going to get married once u got back. Fast forward 9 months, i have your son, and ur home on r&r, where are u? In Cali for 16 days, where am i? In a friggin hospital bed holding our newborn son across the damn country. You eventually come see me and our new member of the “family” for 2 damn days before u leave for war again. I hated you for that, but oh the hatred gets worse. You return from a 12 month tour, we are a happy, loving, beautiful family. You got out of the military, move, and leave me and my son. I hate to say this, but i wish he wasnt yours, or didnt have your last name. He looks so much like you it makes me sick inside.

The World is an Ugly Place…

Posted by Xenaphobic in Hate on Jun 15th, 2010 | 3 comments

Thats why I hide myself in my own dreams and pretend everythings ok. I’m scared of the world. I know that it isn’t possible to be with one person throughout life without something going wrong. My ex boyfriend of 11 months promised me everything and then I found out he was cheating on me. With more than one person. He never wanted to leave me though. I left him. I loved him and he was the only person or thing that has ever made me actually HAPPY. He doesn’t even care. I’ve been looking at the confessions on this site…I believed it before…but now I know there is no hope for this pathetic world or the people in it. There is no love. I wish I could dissapear…
Life is not about sex.
Life is not about being able to cheat on who your with. You ruin lives that way, idiots. Including your own. You’ll realize it at some point.
Life is not about who you can hurt.
Life is not about drugs.
Life is not about alcohol.
Life is not about getting what you want no matter what the consequences.
I wish there was something I could do to make this world a better place.
But when I read some of these confessions or even see people in public places…I realize that I hate them more and more. I know I shouldn’t hate…but its so hard with everything everyone does.
NOBODY cares. NOBODY.
When will the world end?
I just want it to end…
When Jesus comes back…we’ll see whos left. I’ll probably be one of the ones that is left. I’ve done a lot of things wrong but I’ve finally forgiven myself for them. I’m living right now and I have God in my life. I don’t believe that I deserve Heaven. Now matter how much I’ve suffered for the things I’ve done. I hate myself and everyone else on this stupid planet.