Ok So

Posted by Anonymous in Guilt on May 23rd, 2010 | 4 comments

I ust had sex with a married woman.I feel horrible…. I NEVER want to be with her like that again. I feel Cheap & Guilty….. Absoultely Disgusting.

I don’t know what to do

Posted by BadFriend in Guilt on May 15th, 2010 | 5 comments

Your ex- boyfriend and I have been writing each other notes. He said he doesn’t want you anymore and that he likes me. We liked each other since 4 years ago. I feel regret and guilt because you’re my friend. You’ve been with him over a year.
I’m sorry. I’ll stop now.
I know you’ve done some bads things to me but you wouldn’t even do something this low to me.
I really like him but, I don’t know if its worth taking risk over.

Baby

Posted by Anon in Guilt on May 6th, 2010 | 5 comments

2 years ago, I drove my car into a tree on purpose to kill me and my family after I found my husband cheating on me

No School

Posted by Anonymous in Guilt on Apr 25th, 2010 | 4 comments

Ok, I have been in a relationship for 5 years and have a large secret. When I was 18 I left high school (due to needing to work full time to support myself) I never returned. I never got my H.S Diploma. I have a very good job, own my own home, and I support my 2 children on my own. My boyfriend thinks I am very educated, but I do not have the heart to tell him I didn’t finish school. I do plan on going back to school for my diploma, but I feel so bad….

I don’t have to courage to tell you

Posted by Anonymous in Guilt on Apr 19th, 2010 | 6 comments

Dear CS:

There are some things that I just can’t find the courage to tell you. First I’m sorry for the way I left you, with no real reason but with the stupid excuse that I was leaving the country and not knowing when I would be back. But to tell you the truth I did know that I would be back in two years top. The truth is I decided to end our relationship because I was afraid of how serious we were getting, and most of all I was afraid to fall in love with you. The thing I didn’t realize at that moment is that I was already into deep but I didn’t want to accept it.
I heard from your sister (more like she wrote an anger email to me) that you tried to kill yourself and that you had to be hospitalized for a while all this only 2 weeks after I left. I felt so terrible about it I never meant for you to get hurt or hurt yourself because of me.

Then after a couple of months I discovered something that I didn’t know at the moment I left, the thing that I am more afraid of telling is that I was pregnant. I had twins a boy and a girl, both how I love with all my heart. Of course at first I was terrified and I had thought about giving them in adoption but I just couldn’t I didn’t have the heart to leave them after feeling them move inside me and knowing that I was going to have a part of you with me I couldn’t think that there be anything better in my life.

But all of that was about three years ago and now I’m back in town. I saw you near where I am now working I didn’t dare to come up to you I even hide so you wouldn’t see me. I tell you my heart was pounding so hard I could hear it in my ears I felt like a teenager again. I know I should go to you and tell you about our children but I just can’t and after hearing that you had a fiancee how can I just come out of nowhere like this and tell you you’re a father after I broke your heart that way I did.

That is way I am writing this because I know I’ll never find the courage to tell you. Even if I know that you have the right to know and that my kids have the right to know there father but as I already said I’m to much of a cowered and I am deeply sorry for that.

Sincerely,
The worst person in the world

I love the other dog more

Posted by Anonymous in Guilt on Apr 18th, 2010 | 1 comment

We have to get rid of one of our two dogs and I love one of them more. I hate the other dog. I never wanted her. She is psychotic and I can’t handle her and she snaps at my face. But my two brothers love her and I know that this will override my wish to keep the one that I love.
I wish the stupid dog would finally bite someone so that I can keep my one.

Hate my sick uncle

Posted by Anonymous in Guilt on Apr 17th, 2010 | 0 comments

My uncle’s bowell ruptured and now he has to have one of those bag things. Everyone was really worried about him and thought he was going to die.

I hate my uncle and wasn’t really so bothered about his pain. But then I see his stupid, black-toothed face in my head and suddenly feel really cruel.I know that I should feel sorry for him but I just don’t. I’m just a bad person.

My pastor

Posted by Prettygirl in Guilt on Apr 14th, 2010 | 17 comments

Well I been secretly havn personal phone conversations and text messages with my pastor for almost 3 yrs. We have private talks in his office. By the way he’s married and he’s always telling me how good I look and is always checking out my body, telling me how I attractive I am. When we hug, it’s close and for longer than usual. I only accepted his friendship because he has counsel with me after I got out a bad relationship with my ex. And now that I have a new boyfriend, he really wants me to get rid of him. I think my pastor is in love with me because he tells me how much he love me all the time. I feel like I’m wrong for accepting his friendship because it’s been kept a secret and nobody knows we secretly talk and have private meetings in his office. And one time he told me he would love to take me out and wanna take me out to the gym. I guess to see my body movements. I def caught him staring at my butt a few times. I need help! I want out!

I broke a promise

Posted by Anonymous is ok in Guilt on Apr 11th, 2010 | 2 comments

I promised that I wouldn’t purge again, but last night I did. Now I remember why I did so often before. It makes me feel better. Almost peaceful. In control. I don’t want anyone to be upset if they find out, but part of me wants to purge again. I like purging. I know that probably sounds stupid, but it’s how I feel.

i want to die.

Posted by Anonymous in Guilt on Apr 8th, 2010 | 13 comments

.. the one thing i would like out of this life. is for it to end.
in 50 years time. friends , family everyone will have died that you had an effect on.
and your place in the world , will be forgotten.
thats it. i dont believe in heaven – i will simply be gone.

i feel guilt for desperatly wanting this.
i havnt told anyone, because i project something quite different.as to save myself hassel from people asking questions.
i will usually be the one making jokes and making others laugh.

im bulimic. a self harmer.
and im so ashamed of what iv done to my arms and legs through cutting. nobody knows that i cut. but last week.
i started cutting.
very deep… i then tried to loose as much blood as possible. there was blood everywhere.
but as i started to become dizzy and then realised.
if i kill myself.
nobody will know that im dead.- for a week, and that was such a horrible horrible thought.

im funny and clever,(i feel stupid saying that. but none of this matters.)
as i want to die.
-i know i have loads of positive things in my life. i was never raped or a victim of something devestating… and i spend alot of time trying to help other people get over any problems in their life.
but im a fraud. this image is a lie.
im 21. female.
on anti-depressants . different ones since i was 17

i try so hard to make other people happy. to be the best- as to reassure myself that im not worthless.
as i suspect .
i probably am.

Gay and In Love

Posted by Anon in Alone, Guilt on Mar 8th, 2010 | 2 comments

I’m gay and I haven’t told my parents. I’m also in love with a girl who already has a girlfriend. She completes me…and I can’t imagine my life without her. She knows, and says she loves me too, but doesn’t want to break up with her girlfriend because it would ruin their friendship. Also, we live on opposite sides of the world. I feel so guilty but at the same time I wish she would just admit it…and come to me. I would die without her…I really would.

KILLING ME

Posted by Anonymous in Guilt on Mar 4th, 2010 | 9 comments

I was looking at stuff I shouldn’t be looking at after I was told not to look t it an feel EXTREMLY guilty