Secret Confessions

I was a nurse in a hospice facility. I also had an incredibly bad drug habit and stole pain meds from the patients for about 5 years. I would do incredibly awful, deceptive things like replace a dilaudid with a vitamin C tablet or inject saline into an IV in place of morphine. My peers probably suspected but never spoke up. Eventually, I left the profession voluntarily and got sober but I still feel an incredible sense of guilt. To this day, I won’t tell anyone about my former profession, like those years just did’nt happen.

I’m 31 and until 2 days ago was a virgin. Tired of masturbating frequently to fantasies I decided to go to Amsterdam. I lost it to a prostitute in her early 20s and felt really bad as she was really friendly and naive and I had taken advantage of her when I should have tried to convince her to change jobs. I felt really bad afterwards but then later in day went to another prostitute to try and convince myself it wasn’t such a bad thing. The second time was better as I felt more confident but I still feel guilty. I used condoms so on problems there but don’t know how to shed the guilt.

when i was in my teens i stole some money from my friends aunt’s wallet and she publically told this to evryone.
i lost my friend and some of my friends. the guilt of which i am yet to come out.
it was my situation which made me do so. but i think now how bad i was to do such things and hurt others.

I have nothing valid to confess actually…..im just pouring out all the chaos n turmoil im my mind….life’s going fine but the scars that my previous relationship has left have become sour … i think of myself as a person bereft of human feelings … im not cribbing over past happenings but im laughing at myself for doing all those things.The last thing i wanna sound like is EMO… no depression bullshit ….no cuttin hand …..’
Only thing is that i feel im inadequate in the sense that if i ask out another girl ill be turned down….and there are other issues like lust …. you know the feeling when you look at a girl ..you hate her at the same time youre sexually attracted towards her….well a girl in my class sits right in front of me and i get so turned on by her ….**** shes so hot ….
So these are the things i go thru ,thanks for listening
p.s hope it gets published cuz it would really help.

I can’t stop being abusive to my cats. I love them so very very much and when they ignore me I snap. I torment them and beat the shit out of them. I dangle them by their tails, their legs, their scruffs. I throw them up in the air. I flick their heads. I soak them. What I do is disgusting. And then I cry. I think that’s why I do it. I don’t know what to do. I love them so much and they don’t deserve any of this.

I have a deviant sexual attraction to teenagers. I am too old to like teenagers… but I can’t help it. I feel so guilty I want to kill myself. Please ask your God to save me from this evil bondage.

I cannot even remember how many people were killed anymore. It’s so sad that the lives of the innocent are not as valuable as the life of one bad person. If the target happened to be in a hotel, on a street corner, in a store… it didn’t matter who was around when the shot was fired. I am so sorry. I missed and had to just unload after that. I was always more worried I would miss the target and they would be the ones shooting bystanders. I never meant to miss. You can’t imagine how hard it is to keep cool, there is no way. I am so sorry.

I’m 17 and I play around with my 16 year old sister a lot.

The thing is that when we play wrestling I always feel her up and just act like I’m not doing anything.

Like if I’m holding her from behind I put my hand in her armpit and my palm on her left breast with my arm pretty much all over her breasts.

She never objects or acts like she notices.

DD, i’m sorry.
all these time i’ve always wonder how it is like to have sex with other womens.

I have never touch any other girl besides you until today.

Today i decided to pay the barber shop a visit.
the place looks normal from the external, and however the real deal is a nest of prostitutes.

I got curious and my mind wasn’t telling me to stop.

I ended up ******* one of them.

now, I felt guilty.
not just that.

I am now afraid of AIDS and HIV.
this is just my 1st time and I don’t know will I be infected or not.

I did not use condom, because I wasn’t prepared at all.

Right now I only hope that I dont have AIDS and our marriage will be happy ever after.

I promise you, this is just a one time deal only.

I will never repeat and I always love you like I do.

omg, i’m scared…..
i’m really scared that i’ll have AIDS.

If you are not the women I love, I can still bare with this pressure, but NO!

Because i love you and I know that I’ve made a terrible mistake, thus I am now guilty and scared.

I’m probably the worst guy in the world and a chicken.

once again, DD, I’m very very very sorry….

I love you~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have been with my first love for 5yrs.Since,I was 17yrs old.At 23yrs old.I had cheated on him this year 2007.One guy who was my boyfriend who I met online and the other’s too.But..I used them all for sex.I have not got caught and I told him when I left him for 2weeks that I was doing drugs(I was with my lover)So now I have to attend rehab to cover my affair.I got a DUI so I can’t drive or get a job-I have to take this to the grave but this guilt is killing me.When he say’s he love’s me.I won’t NEVER EVER tell him.I have a daughter and now..I have to think of her before my lust.I broke up with my ex online boyfriend since..I think he was fallin in love and he was or wanting more…So had to let go of him.I feel so bad and sick of my being.But I promised myself I would not cheat ever again no matter how tempting it is.His the love of my life and I have to live n learn from my mistakes and not repeat them again.

I bought a whole bunch of stuff on the company credit card, include paying into my paypal with it. I thought I could create invoices to cover up the spending and I would have gotten away with it if I hadn’t been sacked for something else before the end of the month. Now I’m waiting for the axe to fall. I got a letter last week basically saying that they knew and the money has been reversed out of my paypal. I looked up the penalty and it’s 10 years for embezzelment. My husband has no idea that I’m about to go to jail and I’ve just started a new job.

im so tired of bein fat inever was so fat in my life i was always this beautiful girl that everone wanted to be an since i have had my kids it aint da same anymo now im ashamed and i feel embarrassed for my husband that has to be seen with this blob

I had fallen madly in love with a guy, and with little difficulty we made our families meet. They are now happy too. I am going to get married soon next year. We have been together for 4 years.
But in our last year we were not in contact with each other much, as he was away somewhere else.
and just 10 months ago, I met a guy during a multiplayer game. I told him my fake name, I told him I am not engaged, reason being i came to know he lives in the same area that my to-be-husband lives. And I was scared that who knows they may be friends or may become friend and my to-be-husband will find out I have been friends with a guy which he hates(he hates it if i befriend some other guy).
We are now great friends, and sometimes from his conversation I feel as if he loves me, though he hasn’t said so,once he stopped himself expressing himself,he asked me whether i love some one and i replied in negative, and when I in turn asked what if I do love someone then so he replied I will feel at loss that I wont be able to take that person’s place in your heart.
few days back he said he was planning to get married, as his mother is forcing to do so.I asked him what kind of a girl you are looking for…….. and he described qualities that points to me, like “Programmer, web devolper,some one who knows me as a friend and understands me bla bla”
and then he made me promise that i will help him and i will not back out when he will ask me to help him get his girl. I live in eastern society and here culture is different! I am feeling like a cheat!I feel I am the most disgusting person on earth, lying to him(my friend) and hiding my friendship from my lover. I am cheating both
If u ask me whether I love this guy, i will say no i dont love him, yes but i like him very much, I like to talk to him everyday and spent time with him he is a damn nice guy,I like his presence!! but I love my to-be-husband. Many times I decide to end this friendship to tell him the truth but i am scared to lose him, i want to stay friends with him forever…… and maybe I will lose both of them if I do tell the truth! I dont know m going crazy :S can you believe it I am still talking to him while writing this confession?
I HATE MYSELF OH GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am a medical student,a girl of 24 full of passion about learning medical science and full of energy.
I have a big problem ,and that is, falling in love with my 40-50 male professors!don’t laugh at me!that bothers me,so that I can’t do my best in the exams.I get euphoria by thinking to their faces and kissing their lips in my mind.I live in Iran,with religeous people and many cultural limitations.I am a moslem,and my professors too.Here in Iran you can’t tell someone that you love him,specially when he has wife!even if you tell him,he won’t show a pleasant raection!

I am a 15 year old girl and I watch porn… I had never done it before. I despise myself but I can’t control it.