Darkness

I hate that I’m afraid of the dark. I’m 32.

oh god.

i have always wanted a kid, but recently i am single and i had sex with someone that was a one night stand after breaking up with my bf…now im worried i may be pregnant. im about to take a test but it might be too soon. i always said i would never abort, but if i am, i most likely will. i dont wan tto be that girl who doesnt know who the father of her child is.

HELP

i have been lying to everyone at work they all think i am married to some rich guy when really i’mnot i’m in alot of debt and stay at home i just wanT everyOne to like me
i have no friends and that’s sad people are fRIENDLY to me but never invite me out all i wanT is a true friend i have a GREAT BOYFRIEND HE LOVES ME BUT THIS LIE I TOLD
I HAVE TO KEEP UP WITH IT EVERYDAY WHY DID I DO IT I HATE MYSELF I LIVE IN A FANTASY WORLD THAT I INVENTED TO ESCAPE MY LIES

I’m scared

I’m scared to even type a real confession. I spend my life and career listening to others’ deepest secrets and fears, but I’m too ashamed to share my own.

Cutting…

I used to cut myself… I am trying not to do it but its really hard not to. Mainly because of all the pressure that has been put on me. And I hate where I live b/c my mom and stepdad. My dad moved away from me about 5 years ago and he is the best thing to me and my bf whom I love so very much is moving away in about 3 or 4 months. I am afraid I might start cutting myself again. The guys at my school aren’t making it any easier on me…. I fear cutting again but I don’t think I will beable to stop myself from it. I don’t know what I am going to do…

Accident

I accidentally hit a car in a parking lot and drove away.

money problems

Im so mad that I cant do anything about all the money problems in my house I hate how my mom wont use common sense when I tell her dont but that I have how no one wants to use common sense im 16 and im scared something bad will happen soon

Uncertainty

I’m gay and I feel so awkward in discussions about the immutability of sexuality. Everyone expects me to say that I’ve been gay as long as I can remember, and I feel like I’d be betraying other gay people if I told the truth that I vividly remember being totally straight as a child.

My greatest fear about coming out of the closet in real life is that I might find myself straight again once I do. I often wonder if I can ever find satisfaction.

plz answwwer iwill suicde

iam feeling depreeseed iam 14 years old girl and always my bro keep having sex with me atnigh….whatishould doicant tell anyooooonnnee plz answeer me and my mom is treating me like a dog and treat my bro better although i didnt do anything wrong like when i teell heriwant new cloth she tells me no u r a dog andnot girl to have clothim sooo depressed by what she is doiinnngg iwill kiill my sellllfffff

So scared.

My dear friend of many years, who I’ve known over the internet, is coming to visit me for the first time next week. Last night we had phone sex; the anticipation is too much. I recently got out of a really bad relationship of five years. I feel like his coming down to meet me after all these years is going to determine whether I really feel what I feel for him or not, or if it’s just a fantasy. I want him. But I don’t want to ruin the friendship or seem like I’m on the rebound. I’m scared that others will think I’m wanting to do this way too soon. I’ve kept in contact with him throughout my previous relationship. I want him. Badly. But I am so scared.

I love her..

I just love my girlfriend, but everyday i’m afraid that she cheats on me.. I feel obsessed with such negative thoughts.. Sometimes i feel that the fact that i’m not a man will make her feel some thing missing.. But now its been like more than a year we’ve together, and i say that she could have had ample time to realise it..
I just love her… she makes me feel so good..

Suicide

Yesterday, I overdosed on vitamins and almost killed myself.
and the scariest thing: I’m not glad to be alive.

I used to say that ‘suicide is not the answer’ but after every thing that’s happened over the past year… I’m not so sure anymore. Yeah, I’m terrified of dying but it just seems like the only opition left.

No one knows about this except for my best friend and she lives in a different country.