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no one knows

Anonymous Girl — Wed, 04 Jan 2012 23:24:14 +0000

I’ve told a few close friends that my moms ex-bf sexually assaulted me but I haven’t told anyone what he did or even told my mom. I feel like if I tell someone what he did or even told my mom it wouldn’t cross my mind almost everyday. But I’m so scared. What if they blame me for it? I blame myself. It’s all my fault. I should’ve tried to stop it. They still talk sometimes, him and my mom. I even told my friend, and I told him not to tell anyone, and what does he do? He tells the guys son! Who I know. So I’m positive my mom’s ex knows that I told people. I’m so scared.

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Tick tock

Anonymous — Sat, 04 Jun 2011 14:48:20 +0000

I’m terrified I’ve lost my looks, which used to be all and everything I had.

I’m scared I’ve killed my brain cells with years of alcohol indulgence.

I’ve just started to realise that I’m no spring chicken. I’m 29. So, I’ve just began to worry about whether I’ll ever have a family. And, about how I would be proposed to.

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I’m Failing Every Course And I Don’t Know Why

WhatAmIDoing? — Thu, 28 Apr 2011 09:47:21 +0000

I just sit and watch as each deadline rolls by. I just don’t care. And I can’t understand why. I’m scared but I can’t pull myself out of this. I want to sit at home, on this computer and spend my life here. I can’t believe this is me. I can’t believe it. It took less than two months to create this monster. Too much time on my hands. What am I going to do?

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Violation Dreams

Anonymous — Thu, 14 Apr 2011 04:05:48 +0000

sometimes I dream that I’m bring raped.. well it’s almost every night. I’ve never been before but it’s still really upsetting. Sometimes I can feel it and it actually hurts. I can’t sleep at night and I feel like at any moment it’s really going to happen. I’ve told people about this but they don’t really care.

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I Sing Alone

Anonymous — Tue, 15 Mar 2011 09:49:57 +0000

The only time i can sing in my real voice is when no ones home. i really want to be able to sing in front of people but im so shy and i am afraid that i’ll get payed out. i know i have a good voice but i wish i could be confident

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inappropiate hugging

church memeber — Fri, 11 Mar 2011 04:49:09 +0000

My pastor is known for the bear hugs he gives to men and women alike. So no one thinks it inappropiate when he hugs someeone.but lately his higs to one our of new members somehow seem intimate in a way i never saw before. last week they hugged so forcefully you could hear the connection. yea my pastor is married but his wife sometimes looks like she notice something and them other times nothing. At bible study last night he almost taught the whole class looking in the direction of this lady. Is ther any way to mention this to his discreetly without disrepecting him as my pastor. i promisie there is a difference. and just for the record I am not jealous he is too old for me i like em young and tender, but i do like my first lady. maybe he don’t realize he is attracted to her and that it is very noticeable

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The girl on the fridge

Angel — Wed, 23 Feb 2011 02:51:36 +0000

I’m 38. When I was 28 I was 70′lbs lighter. Yes it’s a lot of weight to gain. I was gorgeous. No not just some fantasy where I think I was hot and I never really was. I really was. And then I gained all this weight. I’m still the same person but now I’m heavy. The problem is my boyfriend is sexually in love with the picture of the 28th year old me on the fridge. He wants that girl. I can lose weight but what if I can never be “her”?

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you took everything

heartbroken — Fri, 04 Feb 2011 03:03:14 +0000

not only did you take everything away from me and turned by life into a nightmare by raping me, but you gave me AIDS. i can never make love to my husband again, i can never have a happy healthy baby, i can never live out my dreams because you took them awy from me.

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Dia-cide

Anonymous — Thu, 03 Feb 2011 02:33:24 +0000

I just found out I have type 2 diabetes. The more and more I read about it the more depressed I get. All I’ve been able to do is think about how I might kill myself to avoid the long term complications of this disease. I can’t concentrate at work, my mind keeps coming back to this damned thing.

I have no one to turn to. My family told me long ago they’d disown me if I got sick. I can’t talk to strangers about all this.

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its easier said than done

anonymous — Fri, 14 Jan 2011 04:10:43 +0000

i think i like girls.
but i’m not sure if I’m bi or just confused. I’m so supportive to my other bi friends I never really got to evaluate my own feelings. And I don’t know who to tell…especially my boyfriend.

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