I see no point in living. I’ve tried to kill myself before, I survived. I still want to kill myself, but I promised my sister I wouldn’t. Ten years ago. Continue reading Awaiting the Inevitable

I’ve been dealing with a divorce after my wife had a life changing event – surgery – and she wants to be someone else now. Along with my Mom passing away from cancer and my estranged sister of 12 years hiring a lawyer to challenge me as the trustee. So its been four years of relationship, family and legal battles. Well it may be coming … Continue reading I’ve had 4 horrible years and its almost over

my parents will never know the impact they have on my life. on all aspects. from my social to my academic life they control everything. it hurts when they call me stupid and fat. it hurts even more when they mean every word. i always try to think that im blessed because some people dont have parents but it no longer works. i have pent … Continue reading …frustration on parents

My mother in law by-law is only 1 year older than me and she desperately wants a baby (but my 60 y/o father in law don’t) so ever since my baby girl was born she’s eagerly wanting to mother my baby till the stage that she began to take some inappropriate intimidating actions on my husband (yes, her own son-by-law who is older than her) … Continue reading Hate my mother-in-law

I’m almost thirty. Never had a real relationship and my parents are the closest thing I have to best friends. I am scared when they are gone I will be completely alone. Emotionally and physically. Continue reading Almost 30 and scared I’ll end up alone

How unusual, right?! Ha. So I’m raising my grandson; he’s smart, creative, articulate, a very good young man (17 yrs. old), but his girlfriends are always manipulative, domineering little tarts. None of them have had a peaceful, decent home life, so they use my house as a part-time hotel. So here’s the confession part: I know I can’t hurt my relationship with my grandson by … Continue reading I Can’t Stand My Grandson’s Girlfriends!

I secretly hate it when people show me pictures of their kids, grand kids, etc. I have no interest in the fruits of your loin. Continue reading Photos of children

No one has enough power over my emotions to break me anymore…but my 2 adult children are the most insensitive, selfish people, who think nothing of bashing me over the head with the cruelest indifferent attitude and just inexcusable disregard for me and for their father’s memory. A couple of days ago it was husbands birthday and the next day was my sons birthday…actually its … Continue reading My kids

Sometimes I really wish a normal life like others. I feel jealous seeing other having happy time with their family n friends. I must have committed a sin to get a life like this. U might be confused to know what kind of girl I am? Well I’m a non paid nurse for a stubborn patient. Actually I get paid through abuses she calls me. … Continue reading Trapped

My brother killed himself. It is the best thing that could have happened, and I’m so relieved. Continue reading Thank god