The first time my father has said he thinks my body weight is fine is when I said I wanted to gain weight- I’m below the weight that was my goal weight when I had an eating disorder. I’ve now started to set up a weight loss diet so that he might compliment me again. Continue reading Weight loss

I’m only 19 and have been using drugs as an escape from reality. For the past 4 years i’ve had to deal with my own parents calling the cops on me for smoking weed occasionally but it was the only thing keeping me sane while my parents were literally trying to ruin my life. Set me up with no life savings, no position to get … Continue reading I think about killing myself daily

i have been watching porn since 2011.. and it has ruined my life, studies and everything Continue reading Pain by Porn

so, my sister recently found out i was slightly anorexic. she wants me to eat 1,300 calories a day… which as we know for anorexic people it’s a f*** ton. so i said no and she said shell make me a 300 calorie breakfast and shell make me dinner. she also said that im going vegetarian. shes being really supportive and i appreciate it but … Continue reading how to get out of eating??!?!

I´m so sad. I wanna quit drinking but I can´t find a way. I drink everyday. Should stop it. But why ? Feel so sad about my life style, so sad about it. Will survive. So help me God. Continue reading Sad for myself.

I loved drugs. Ecstasy in particular. It was colorful and stamped with different pictures. Apples, hearts, stars, peace signs, Mercedes, aliens, Supermans, Playboy bunnies, dollar signs… I was young when I did it and I was lucky to walk away from it. I’d go back to it if I wasn’t so scared of what might come out of my mouth. If I thought I had … Continue reading Speak no evil

Hello. I smoked for years and lied about it. This is absurd, of course, because I smelled of smoke, probably more than I even realized. This lead to me making dumb excuses which I’m sure nobody believed and undermined my credibility with those people. Anyway, I quit one year ago today, and because I wasn’t open about smoking, I have nobody to share this milestone … Continue reading I was a smoker.

About year ago I relapsed after having a couple years clean off of drugs/alcohol. Fast forward about a year or so.. and I have never been so depressed and apathetic. I cant seem to care about anything.. I think I’m passed being able to “feel” the appropriate feelings that would go along with my situation(s). My girlfriend has been financially supporting me for the past … Continue reading Lost.

I was a secret drug addict for three years. No one new. It was destroying me from the inside out. I kept my family at arms length and stopped talking to all of my friends. Today I am one year drug free. Cold turkey. Closer than ever to my family and friends. – I’m never going back. I just had to tell someone. Continue reading One year clean

I am 23 years old. I drink whiskey everyday before my 8 am class due to social anxiety. I don’t want to go to a therapist, out of fear of what they might diagnose. Continue reading Alcoholic?