Speak no evil

I loved drugs. Ecstasy in particular. It was colorful and stamped with different pictures. Apples, hearts, stars, peace signs, Mercedes, aliens, Supermans, Playboy bunnies, dollar signs… I was young when I did it and I was lucky to walk away from it. I’d go back to it if I wasn’t so scared of what might come out of my mouth. If I thought I had … Continue reading Speak no evil


About year ago I relapsed after having a couple years clean off of drugs/alcohol. Fast forward about a year or so.. and I have never been so depressed and apathetic. I cant seem to care about anything.. I think I’m passed being able to “feel” the appropriate feelings that would go along with my situation(s). My girlfriend has been financially supporting me for the past … Continue reading Lost.