I spend every day trying to forget how alone I am. When the occasional friend contacts me I am on cloud 9 but that only lasts a day or two. I throw myself into books/music but that is not even helping anymore. I wish I had the guts to do something about this pathetic life.
You’re not completley alone. I understand exactly where you are. It makes you wonder if there is something wrong with you when no one seems to want to spend time with you.
No should have to feel like this. I wish you well.
Try and identify what it is that makes you tick. Follow that. However crazy it might be, go for it. One life. One choice. Do it a step at a time… do it at a rate your comfortable with, but just be sure to push your life towards the things that make your heart sing. It sounds easier than it is… Trust me, I know. I’ve been where you are.
Me too. I think there are a lot of us out there so we all hide our loneliness behind a facade
get on a social networking site like facebook or myspace or a dating site like plenty of fish. might be a good start.
I feel the same as you. Im always doing stuff on my “own” if you ask anyone the answer is always “no” Im busy i dont want to, I have no money. Just stay focused and try to find some interesting things to do. I get scared all the time If something were to happen to my mother I would really be on my own. My brother and sister cant stand me. Im uncomfortable in front of them. Face it, its scarey but doesnt have to be. Take care.
I feel like no one ever wants to do anything with me as well. I can think that I’m just not likable. But the brighter side of me says that people are just lazy. There are probably plenty of people you know who are just as lonely and would love to hang out with you. Go on facebook and start a chat with someone. it doesn’t matter if it’s just an acquaintance, make conversation. You can do this with as many people you like. it won’t seem redundant because for all they know they’re the only one you’ve chatted with. After a few talks, ask the one you hit it off with the best to do something in the next few days. Don’t just get caught up in one friend though. Make lots and maintain them.
Hope this helps. Good luck.