RSSToo young
I’m 14 years old.
I have been self harming for almost 2 years and I’ve been suicidal twice.
I’m not scared of suicide because I don’t have the guts to do it. I doubt I ever will. I love my friends and family too much.
That makes me sad. Because no matter out I will never escape. I’ll have to live through it all.
People think I’m too young to feel anything and that I’m attention seeking. They don’t understand.
Anonymous on August 13th 2008 in Alone
No Name said on 14 Aug 2008 at 10:47 pm # Quote
you should talk about the pain you feel to someone you trust. harming yourself and suicide are not the answer and don’t make things better.
Everyone needs Someone to depend on
Little 14 year old said on 15 Aug 2008 at 1:04 pm # Quote
Don’t worry, I feel the same way. I feel as no one cares. I think about suicide every day. And i believe nothing can change that.
Anonymous said on 15 Aug 2008 at 9:59 pm # Quote
Anonymous said:
You are correct, you’ll never be able to commit suicide since you love you family. I also want to die, but hey, people need me. But you know what? Everyday i write in paper or a notebook saying: “I wanna DIE. I want to be GONE.” over and over again. I even think that God wasted a big life on me, besides it wasn’t my idea to live, right? It was parents, and they wasted a life on me. Someone who’ll never appreciate life.
And another, I know that others don’t understand. So don’t care, if you think that they don’t get it, they don’t even bother. You know that they are wrong.
But still I’ll say this:”Sure you can just store it up inside you, but there has to be a point where you need to just let it out. Even if you don’t want to, you have to or else, not even a stranger would want the outcome of it”
I know that you are young not to know the whole life, but here’s the surprising part, I’m younger than you. So we’re both clueless of life and would love it if we were just stop living. And I don’t think that you’re seeking attention. I think that you’re a confused teenager like me [who sounds really old - awesome] and needs to straighten up her life. Good Luck with that.
me said on 16 Aug 2008 at 9:48 am # Quote
i feel the exact same way! it was like i had written that! well, try to hold on, okay? :)
Shhh... said on 17 Aug 2008 at 5:21 am # Quote
I could help, maybe, if I knew why you feel the way you do…
I’ll probably never fully undrestand but I hope to, plus that’s the only sincere thing left of humanity…
I’d like to talk about it…
Zahid said on 18 Aug 2008 at 3:08 am # Quote
dude, on the one side your pals and family need you, on the other hand you wish to end your life. Doesn’t make much sense. Having pals suggests you’re social unlike most depressed people. You don’t have one genuine reason for such abnormal behavior. Perhaps this was the only material thing you could write about and seek some attention for 6 people. Come up with something solid next time!
polly said on 29 Sep 2008 at 2:12 pm # Quote
I do konw how you feel
I can’t kill myself I ‘m too coward
I hate myself, my image, my horrible image.
I’m 20, things only gets worse, that’t my honest reply.
jack said on 30 Sep 2008 at 5:02 am # Quote
we’ve all been through this. i was you’re age too. you have to be patient. someday, in the next 10 years, you’ll find the right person. and stop harming you’re self. it doesn’t help whit anything.
just have patience.
Nicole said on 01 Oct 2008 at 2:32 pm # Quote
I understand completely.
I turn 14 this Sunday and..
I cut last November, and I burned myself with a match in February. I’ve recently started both again, and I hide it but I feel sad, tired, not hungry, uncaring, all the time. Nobody sees it, and I have plenty of friends, but I get in fights a lot. I have anger problems and I try to hold them in, so that people don’t think I’m a bitch, but then I get headaches and feel horrible and I burst, and all of sudden nobody wants me as a friend. People always leave me without caring. NOBODY can even guess what I’ve gone through. I’ve never attempted suicide, but I’ve thought about it millions of times. I’m too much of a wimp. I know I should seek help, but I don’t want my family or friends to know, I don’t want to have to go on medication or therapy, but I don’t know how to feel better at all.
aa said on 09 Dec 2008 at 6:22 pm # Quote
my nice friend,as a psychiatrist I believe you have a type of personality disorder named Borderline personality disorder,please read more about it, and seek help from a psychiatrist.