To a point where I couldn’t get him out of my head

I have an utterly disgraceful attraction towards this guy-right at the spark of the moment we meet. We both did, and it’s unavoidable.He’s 10 years older than me and he is married with a kid. We have the same way of thinking and chemistry is highly volatile, so much people around us feel uneased. Lately we’ve both been trying to ‘ignore’ it. It’s gotten to the point of awkwardness like for example -
He looks at me, and I look away. I look at him and he looks away. Yes, how very corny!

Funny thing is, he knows I’ve got a boyfriend and I’ve met his wife. I think both of my boyfriend and the wife senses it.

And I can guarantee he talks about me a lot and if I may say so- he has interesting dreams of me from those guilty glares that he should only look at his wife with.

The sick thing is-we both know we’re each others type!
Yet we both know we’re involved with someone and we both are very loyal. Afterall, I do love my boyfriend too, just not all the same ways.

Some might say I’ve just settled for someone for companionship sake.
Fact is- I think there’s many types of marriage of love.