There is no sancturary here
My father is in the military, my mother is a stay at home mom, and I have a 13 month younger sister. My father dosn’t talk to me much thanks to my loss of spot. My mom and I couldn’t clash more, she sees her life as an episode of the desperate housewives (although she refuses her alligations). And my sister and I are practically at eachothers throats whenever my parents aren’t around. I just moved to the other side of the world, and hate it here. My dad’s pretty high ranked, so I have to lie to everyone who is here when I say that I am indeed enjoying it here. I hate this place, let me go home! I’ve always been rather shy, so when I was finally able to surround myself with good friends I could tell the world to, I felt complete in some way. And now that I’ve been dragged over here… my friends, my real family has started to ignore me. I guess you could consider that being a fake friend, but they wern’t fake. My parents keep trying to get me to make friends over here, but I can’t seem to do that. When I thought I did make a friend, she started to boss me around, make fun of me, and treat my sister badly, and I can’t get away from her. There is no sancturary here. I have no where else to turn.
Anonymous on September 1st 2008 in Alone
oscar said on 04 Sep 2008 at 11:04 am # Quote
be strong, theres always hope,,if u dont feel comfortable enouph so come back home (:
K said on 06 Sep 2008 at 11:53 am # Quote
How long do you really have to stay there? I felt very alone for a long time, and I spent a lot of time on my computer. I met people online when I didn’t connect to those around me. It might have been unnatural, but I really did create relationships with people I met through games and sites. I learned a lot about the world, and it even gave me the confidence to meet people and make friends in real life. It sounds like you need to meet some people who will make a real difference in your life- and also learn to BE the difference in your life. In a place you despise, you must create your own happiness, your own tiny victories.
:o) said on 06 Sep 2008 at 9:42 pm # Quote
you are telling us that you move around a lot because of your father’s military career, right?
the world today got smaller,thanks to the internet. talk to your friends back home using Yahoo messenger, IRC channel, anything to stay in touch.
look around for new things to do, sport..musical things…whatever you think will interest you…i’m sure you will find people with the same interests when you join a group that shares your likings.