The Girl of My Dreams

I’ve been in an on and off relationship for 2 years now. In the beginning I truly loved her. I still do. But now, after she broke my heart several times, I find my tolerance for her fading. I can’t live with her anxiety but I couldn’t bear to live without her. And now that I’ve met the girl of my dreams, whom I can’t stay away from, I feel as though I should just die. She’s gorgeous, British, a dancer, a singer, and an actor. And I made her really upset by accident. I really like her. But because of this, I feel that I’m in a really shitty place right now. I just hope this gets resolved.

2 thoughts on “The Girl of My Dreams

  1. I hope she forgives you. Accidents happen, if she loves you she will.

    The only problem with broken trust and/or faith is that the crack made in it takes .01% of the whole. Leaving 99.9% there after. Don’t hold it against her it’s not her fault it just does..

    Maybe you should listen to Joe, I’m not sure how that having friends who are ex’s thing works out at all anyway. Once a person has been intimate with someone I would think it to be a rather uncomfortable situation to be in their company having found another to replace that aspect in your life.

    Let us know how everything turns out please… this confession hit close to my heart. Take care.

  2. Dear Jacob,

    It sounds as if you feel responsible for keeping your entire relationship going and are uneasy about doing anything to upset your sweetheart. In a healthy relationship, both parties take responsibilty for their actions and do not blame the other for everything wrong that happens. Being repeatedly hurt by your sweatheart is also hurting you a great deal. Maybe you will have to take some time away from this relationship to heal and to learn how to appreciate yourself and stop feeling responsible for keeping someone happy who toys with your heart. Therapy would likely help you also. Take care and let us know how you’re doing. Be well!

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