I’ve been in an on and off relationship for 2 years now. In the beginning I truly loved her. I still do. But now, after she broke my heart several times, I find my tolerance for her fading. I can’t live with her anxiety but I couldn’t bear to live without her. And now that I’ve met the girl of my dreams, whom I can’t stay away from, I feel as though I should just die. She’s gorgeous, British, a dancer, a singer, and an actor. And I made her really upset by accident. I really like her. But because of this, I feel that I’m in a really shitty place right now. I just hope this gets resolved.