Suicide

I am now middle aged but every day for the last few years I have thought about killing myself. Just about the only thing that is stopping me is remembering how devastating my father’s suicide was for my mother and brother. But I don’t know how long that is going to be enough of a deterrent

purple dragon on March 12th 2008 in Alone

7 Responses to “Suicide”

  1. Abdul said on 12 Mar 2008 at 5:39 am # Quote

    Dear purple dragon…
    sometimes in life, you might feel that you have reached the dead end, and that there is no sense in being alive anymore, but life is everything but constant… life is never the same all the the ime for one person, you cant anticipate when your life will turn into heaven. If you only see the dark side, it doesnt mean that there is no bright side u can be living… learn to love life by finding its secrets and making a better YOU, go travel somewhere for a while, see how other people are living around the world having much less than what you have at home, and yet they still find the joy in waking up along with the sun east and west in this world…you will then realize that life is much more than that little room you kept yourself locked in refusing to escape.

  2. Anonymous said on 12 Mar 2008 at 10:30 am # Quote

    Don’t do it. Do not kill yourself. Think of all the people you would hurt. Believe it or not, you would effect people you don’t even know. Suicide is a serious matter. I don’t know if you are religious or not, but God loves you and has a plan for you, and killing yourself only alters that plan. You deserve a chance at life, don’t take that away from yourself. Please, don’t do it. Talk to someone if you feel you are slipping more and more into the temptation.

  3. Shadow said on 13 Mar 2008 at 3:08 am # Quote

    I won’t tell you that life is wonderful or that you have to see the beauty in it. I won’t tell you how people would get hurt if you did so. ‘Cause I know that you know all this, but you just can’t LIVE that life with people you know they LOVE you. And I think that maybe this is the problem, you wanna take your life, although you want to live!
    Please, ask for help, not for anyone’s sake, but your own!
    You have to live, as long as you’re living..you deserve that..YOU DO!

  4. yaam said on 13 Mar 2008 at 8:56 am # Quote

    do you really have nothing to live for?

  5. Lena said on 22 Mar 2008 at 5:44 pm # Quote

    Be patient and wait for a better day, no matter how long. Do something to create that day, help someone in need, let the feeling get out through exercise or something worthwhile doing.

    Play games maybe? Think about it, you think when you end your life, everything will end? Your way of thinking is affected by your mood. Find something nice, no matter how small, every single day and celebrate out loud to uplift your mood.

    Listen to uplifting music. Go crazy ( in a safe way where no one would get hurt), cry, just stop thinking about killing yourself.

    Think about your loved ones, and wonderful people you would meet when you get in touch with who you truly are, happy and living.

  6. ... said on 18 Apr 2008 at 2:15 am # Quote

    i feel the same way.my grandad(my moms dad)killed himself too and if i would die i dont know what mom would do.

  7. sukeban_aksay said on 23 Jun 2008 at 2:24 pm # Quote

    dear purple dragon…
    first of all, iwanna say i like purple (and black also) and i’m adragon too (shio).
    here i wanna tell u something..
    its easy to die… yes, it is
    but people who don’t afraid to die are people who afraid to live,
    u’re not one of those right??
    u know,
    there’s destiny…
    go along with it, till God take your life himself. buit dont take your life yourself,OK?!
    have a nice life…

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