Is it weird that I am looking forward to living by myself? I want to prove to myself I can be independent. I don’t want to clean up after anyone.. I was to be responsible for myself, and myself alone. I can find who I am. I can find what I want. Marriage was holding me back. Everyone else seems sad but I feel so light and free. We didn’t even make it a year… I just don’t love him. I don’t think I will ever love anyone. I really just want to be by myself for now. Go on a spiritual journey, have casual sex with pretty guys, travel the world…just me. I’m not here to be everyone’s puppet. I am here to live MY life because no one else is in my brain but me. F*** everyone else.