my life is ending
Posted by just 1 girl in Alone on Jun 26th, 2011 | 26 commentsI’m afraid that I’m goin to end my own life. I’m 16 girl with no shoulder to cry on i may be depressed. My mom has many mental isssues so does my older bro. When you look at me i seem to be a normal happy teen. You ask me if I’m ok I’ll tell you I’m fine but everynight i cry myself to sleep. I’m naturally goofy which gives people a good excuse to yell at me I’m no bad kid never been in any serious trouble but they still feel the need to yell. I started cutting myself few months ago just lil baby cuts at first but they’ve gotten deeper and deeper I’m afraid ill go too deep. Ive thought about suicide many times before almost went through with it new years day everything has been getting worse my cousin just killed himself last week but nobody wonders how i feel don’t ask if I’m ok on top of all this I’m 2 things that my family hates gay and wiccan. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to be the one to put an end to my life. Please help me
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remember you are loved.
i am a 13 yr old girl. and everyone at my school hates me, i had sex once and everyone bullies me. i feel like nobody can ever actually love me.
but i have freidns who remind me i’ll be okay.
Just hang in there. ♥
screw what others think….you live your life the way you want its not up to them to judge you. school is only a small part of life… you can make it through school and move on to bigger and better things. just keep your head study and do good things and good things will come too you.
you really need to look at whats great in your own life. if u cant think of anything great think about what u have in life that other dont have. im 15 right now and i got raped 2 times when i was younger and ive goten beaten by my step father so i know what pain and depression feels like. but i tried always seeing what i had. i have a home food i have a life.! people out in like india they dont have all of that. you know your life can be great if u stop looking at the negative. dont let it take over your life. you make others happy like u said y would u take your life and put those people down…who knows mabye that would cause ur friends or family to comit suicide. good luck <3
Please, please seek help!!! There’s gonna be someone willing to take the time to listen to you. Your life is too precious child.
Listen please. I don’t know you, but it’s alright. Talk to me. I’m sure you’re an amazing person. And you cant let the ruin the rest of your life. Don’t do this please. There are always options. I’m begging you. If you need to talk, please, you can tell me anything. If you end your life, you’ll miss out on so much. You’ll never be able to accomplish your dreams. And there are more people in your life that need you. Think of friends. Both present, And future. Please
Depression is temporary but death is forever. You are a teenager, make it through these years and you will see how good life gets! Teen years are the hardest, your hormones are making you go crazy but when you get older things will even out and you will see things more clearly. Make it through these years and the future is bright!!
the age you are in is the roughest time, and if you don’t stick around you won’t be able to help someone like yourself. I almost ended my life when i was 15 also. The sucky thing is if you do kill yourself you will reincarnate right back onto this dreadful Earth and have to start over again.. so just try and make this go around right. You chose to have these experiences before you incarnated on this Earth, so stay strong, you knew you could handle it, and it is for a bigger and better picture. You are a beautiful soul, the worst type of revenge is self inflicting. Make sure you meditate while sending loving vibe, and try to find a group to join or a person to talk to, it will help! im in a rush to write this, but i felt like i had to say something real quick. Love you, and stay strong!
please don’t kill yourself there is so much you have to live for. it might not seem like it now and i know that feeling but your only 16 you have the rest of your life to find happiness i used to cut my self and cry myself to sleep every night but who cares what anyone thinks about what you believe. live for yourself don’t be put down by other people. be thankful that its not you with the mental illness, when your older you go where ever and be who ever YOU want
be strong!
Don’t. Youre only 16. Give yourself a chance. I’m 24. Been there, done that. Don’t throw hope away. You fight. One day at a time. You fight.
I am not gonna try to tell you that everything is going to be ok because only you know the inside of your mask, what I ca tell you is that it does get better, first because once you accept and love yourself, it doesnt matter how anyone feels about you being gay or wiccan, not that you just won’t care, but you will learn that your life belongs to you and what matters is that you allow yourself to BE. We all have shitty lives at one point, but you owe it to yourself, YOU OWE IT TO YOURSELF to give yourself the life your parents haven’t given you, and not because they don’t love you just because they may be emotionally absent due to your sibling’s situation, sometimes parents make the huge huge mistake of trusting our strength so much they forget how fragile we can be at that age, but don’t forget beautiful girl, that they have done their best to the best of their abilities and whatever holes their parenting has left you must refill with love and respect for yourself, at the end we are born with only one thing:ourselves, and with the same we die, you are so yours!, and you have to grow older and get to the point where you can pamper yourself and to the instant you meet a woman and have the privilege of loving and be loved, and look back and know that it was tough, but you made it, not always on your feet but you got there, all this and more that you can’t miss out on and you won’t as long as you just remember: you owe it to yourself to have a better present and better future than the past you have had. I send you lots of love and a big hug.
life is not always fair and ask you see we don’t ask for the family we are born out of, if you need a friend I’m here to listen much older woman (39) maybe I can be of some advice.
I am sorry you about your cousin. How are you dealing with it all? Are you ok? I know we don’t know each other, but I feel your pain. I had a good friend go thru the samething pretty much, and on the outside looking in it’s scary, I can’t imagine how it is actually being in your shoes. Is there anyone you can talk to? Teacher, pastor, counselor, friend? I know there are hotlines you may be able to call. Also, I’m not saying what your feel isn’t genuine, but my cousin was the same way a few months ago and she had some blood work and her hormones were really high and she was put on a medication to help balance them and she has been feeling a lot better. I wish you luck, feel free to leave more comments, I don’t judge. I hope you get threw this! Keep your head up!
Hi, Life is a challenge
and gift. you are going to have days were you wont to kill yourself or hurt yourself. You need to understand as much as you hate yourlife your someone thats special. Life is full of the unexpected Life is unexplainable. Please hang in there your luck will change one day and you will have the life you’ve always dreamed about.
Maybe my words wont change your mind, but i just want you to know that nothing is worth ending your life over. there are people that care about you. please dont end your life you mean something to Somebody weather you know it or not. Your not alone here im also 16 years old and at one point in my life i DID want to end my life i felt alone and deppressed but i found somebody to confide in if you want you can talk to me. You ARE somebody and you WILL get through this
I thought things would get better i thought having death in the family would make everyone come together but it seemed to push everyone farther away than before everything has been getting worse and worse and worse nothing is getting better…nothing
I understand your life sucks right now…. I’m not going to sit here and tell you how to make it better, because I don’t know how.. BUT I do know one thing, and that is it WILL get better, it just takes time. Don’t kill yourself, because you can’t undue that. I promise you one day you will be happy and content. You just have to make it through the tough times. You’re far too young to give up on life.
Alex m. I want to thank you for everything you said i started tearing up while reading. Tinatenia & ana i can use all the help you can give me. A i don’t have anyone to talk to and i am far from ok. Ronia d i understand where youre coming from but i don’t see how my life is special. B.j.s i truly don’t see how any thing will get better. I thank all of you for your kind words but nothings getting better I’m trying to be happy but its just not working.
I thank all of you for your words i really do take all of it to heart I’ll take any and all help
Life is not meant to be easy, but it’s a journey. It is only when you hit the lows then you can enjoy the real highs in life, from what I’ve learn’t.
Your constant crave to be happy is great, but it’s also what keeps you from being happy as you are so focused on it. Just live and try to say F-all the negativity in life and start focusing on other things like hobbies that you are passionate about. Then happiness naturally flows along.
I am actually happy for you that you even realise it’s a problem and am trying to deal with it. With that being said, now it’s the rough transition that you can either stand up or F-up.
A majority of people in the world aren’t happy, and like you – they don’t always show it but they don’t even try to confront it. So I am happy for you to even have the courage to try.
Your life is so much more valuable than just to give up. You can help humanity instead of just being another suicide case filed away – attune your hatred into an outlet love for hobbies, that’s how inspiring persons come about.
They turn around and say NO! AND TRANSCEND THE HUMAN RACE IN WAYS THEY CAN NEVER IMAGINE THEMSELVES!
You have no control of your thoughts, but you have control over your actions and how to think to overcome it.
Why not volunteer at charities? Those people are so supportive and they do understand with no judgment but are anything but comfort.
Give yourself a different perspective in life. Attune your focus on other things. Go for a jog or a walk with inspiring music… i’m not saying that’s the solution but it can help you connect the body and mind and it’s a start. Find what your hobbies are and work with it.
Peace and quiet,I always thought the force of nature to be a magical element that heals peoples souls in despair. That’s something nature is here for. Comfort. It’s not all bad. If you can just see how beautiful this planet can be and how beautiful you are to be a part of this creation amongst all the improbabilities of how you came about to this place called earth, the fact that you are consciously here -it’s almost a miracle.
I’ll give you a crying shoulder on anyday and maybe you can return it to me or someone else, anyday :)
Please pretty please don’t do the cowards way out, your young and I bet even pretty, just try to be happy and keep your head up high, and please look for help
It’s not getting better YET, but I PROMISE it will. These are the worst years of life you’re going through. Right now you are living under the pressure and judgment of your family because you are still dependent on them, but when you have your adult independence it WILL get easier. You just need that room to breathe and be yourself to develop your sense of self worth, and you unfortunately aren’t allowed to have that right now. There are so many beautiful, special things inside of you that you aren’t allowed to see yet, and when you have your independence you will be free to feel ownership of that. This hardship will make you a more thoughtful and interesting adult. The things that make you “weird” or “goofy” now are the things that will make you special and interesting in your 20s. In just a few years you will be this unique, interesting, amazing woman, and people will feel “cool” just to have you as a friend. I’m excited for all the wonderful things you will experience. All the best to you, my love.
Please understand that it is Satan who wants you to end your life. I could care less if you get offended by this but for your own sake you need to know that God loves you so much that He gave His life for you so that you could spend eternity with Him. Until you trust Jesus Christ with your life and ask Him to take you to heaven when you die you will be an easy target for Satan and his demons to attack. I was once a young teenager who tried to kill himself, a card carrying evolutionary atheist. I can’t say that now. Sit down for a few hours and talk to Jesus, don’t act all churchy..use real words and plainess of speech. Tell Him everything that you feel and have gone through. And don’t listen to all the naysayers..examine their lives and let the fruits of their lives speak for themself. Jesus said “Verily (truly), verily I say unto you, that ye shall weep and lament, but the world shall rejoice: and ye shall be sorrowful, but your sorrow shall be turned into joy.” John 16:20 “If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you” John 15:18 “For God so loved the world that he gave his only begoteen Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” John 3:16 “(..behold, now is the accepted time; behold, now is the day of salvation.) 2 COR 6:2 I have prayed for you to accept the truth and to not fear this world. Stay strong, trust in God.
Life is what you make of it, you can choose to listen to what bad people speak of you, or you can choose..stuff u all..I am my own person, and I choose my life and my future! Because you do! no-one else but you chooses it..Goodluck my sweet..
Don’t do it. I no it sounds clique but it really does get better. Trust me when I say that you are not alone. Life can be hard at times but it is also really beautiful if you allow it to be. At times everybody feels alone, me included, and it is kinda strange in a way when you know their are billions of people in the world. Trust me honey, u are not alone. Just look how many people have commented to your post. I am so proud you reached out too, your life is so precious and your story could help so many. Someone one day my be going thru the same thing u are and you will be able to help. In the bible there is a verse that simply says “This to shall pass” and I really comforts me. Your sadness will pass and you will be stronger because of it. No matter what your beliefs are, I want u to know that your sadness will pass. I am sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you and your family, you sound like an amazing person. I think its better to feel too much, than to feel too little. Please don’t end your life because you have much to offer the world more than you realize
Sweetheart, you probably having borderline personality problem with a depression, seek professional help, psychotherapy and medication. You can do it!
Sending you love and Peace ~
God Bless!
I don’t know you. But, I love you. With all my heart. Stay strong friend.