I am a 18 year old boy I live in a shitty rural city in Kentucky. I am over weight, a asshole, and most importantly useless. I know for a fact that my life will not be what I want it to be. I will probably be dead by age 25. The only reason I don’t kill my self is because I don’t want the burden on my family. I have no friends and all I do is stay in my room and hope that someone acknowledges my existence. At this point in my life iv given up complete hope.