It’s so lonely…
I know a lot of people, but I don’t really consider them my true friends. Around this time of year it gets depressing to hear all the fun places and activities these people do. No matter how hard I try, I just can’t seem to fit in with anyone I know. Everyone always thinks of me as a funny and upbeat person, but I only use that as a mask to hide all the misery I’m in.
No one seems to really understand what I go through. The one person who could really help me wouldn’t talk to me anymore if they found out how I feel. My life is one big wound covered by a band aid. I’m hoping one day, someone will tear it off and help me heal. I have so many friends and i’ve never been so lonely in my life.
No One Really Cares on December 30th 2007 in Alone
Tim Hollis said on 06 Jan 2008 at 6:08 am # Quote
As someone who’s suffered clinical depression I urge you to seek help. You must address this affliction before it gets worse. I understand all too well the dangers of letting it go untreated.
Find help via the internet. Also get involved with people, via the internet, who share your views and interests. Worthwhile relationships are up to you to cultivate.
wellwisher said on 02 Feb 2008 at 5:13 pm # Quote
i understand the person u are. I can relate with u. sometimes i feel like i have a lot of friends, but no one feels close enough to share the innermost thoughts. I am an upbeat person and everyone tells me how happy iam and wish they were like that, but i am the only one who knows what iam going thru. hope everything works out for you. TIMES WILL CHANGE.