I’m scared I’m going to finally kill myself
Posted by Anonymous in Alone on Nov 2nd, 2010 | 7 commentsI’m scared I’m going to kill myself. Everything in my life has come to a standstill. I broke up with my boyfriend of two years. The next guy I started dating broke up with me after two weeks. He said we were suppose to start over again, but stopped calling me. I really liked him.
I live at home with my parents. My dad is a control freak. My family is screwed up. I’m afraid I’ll never be able to leave here.
Right now my life is a downward spiral and it has been for as long as I can remember. I’m scared it’s never going to get better. I was promised so many times that it’s going to get better… but it never does. It just gets worse.
I’ve built up this great prospective future in my head, and now I’m afraid my future is going to be just as ****** up as my past. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m a failure at this point.
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Hey guess what – sometimes life sucks. But nothing happens to us that we can’t handle. And things always have the potential to get better. The great thing about life is that it’s always changing. Nothing in life is forever – except death.
I don’t know you. But I know this. Your future does not have to go the south on you. You have the ability to make your life exactly like you want it to be. You hold the secret to your success. Be who you want to be without worrying about what everybody else is. First evaluate yourself.
Stop feeling sorry for yuourself. Because nobody else does. Even God does not feel sorry for you. Because He has given you the power to do anything and you didn’t take it. In fact you rejected Him. I will bet you don’t believe in God. But guess what, He still loves you and wants you to come to Him. Save your Life.
Hey girl,
Relax, I imagine you’re aged between 16 and 20? Trust me, it gets better when you get a little older and you move out of home.
You need to be proactive now though…
You could try getting a job somewhere and then share a house with girls your own age?
I think the comments above were a bit aggressive. You’re feeling low, we all do from time to time. You sound to me like you need a change of scene.
Have you ever been to Paris and seen the Eiffel Tower? Have you witnessed the changing of the Guards at Buckingham Palace in London? No? It’s all ahead of you… and it will happen…
Killing yourself is not the answer. Divert those thoughts onto figuring a way of getting some money (getting a job) and buy your way out of your home environment which is clearly not healthy.
Cheer up,
You’ve got a lofe ahead of you and a whole lot of other men who’d love to meet you -you just gotta find them.
Enjoy the search -it’s great fun :)
Cheers from Ireland!
Thank you. Thank you.
i know how you feel, i’m going through the same thing. but everytime i get sad, i think of the good things i have in life. the friends i have, and i try and look past the bad things. i know it’s hard, i know how much it hurts. but sometimes, you have to put others first. i don’t know you..but i know for sure, someone out there will miss you if you leave. my best friends brother killed himself and i cry about him all the time. i’m praying for you. i’m praying God makes your life better. but just remember, everything happens for a reason, and every experience makes you stronger. Whoever you are, just know. I love you.
trust me or at least hear me out, for i am not here by mistake or by chance. I have never even herd of this site but I God has made me stumble across it. This is God speaking through me. He wants you to know that you are looking in love in the wrong places. God loves you more than any human can ever imagine. That is why he sent Jesus to die on the cross. He has an awesome and amazing plan in store for you. I know you may not can see how you will ever get out of this hole your in but God has a plan for you. If you want to know how to except his gift of salvation it goes like this.
Pray to God
1 admit that your a sinner(everyone sins its a fact, says so in the Bible)
2.Be willing to turn from your sins (repent).
3.Believe that Jesus Christ died for you on the Cross and rose from the grave.
4.Through prayer, invite Jesus Christ to come in and control your life through the Holy Spirit. (Receive Him as Lord and Savior.)
there is not a right and wrong way to pray just make it from your heart and talk to God
I pray that God will help you in your difficult times.
Grow up. Every website where I see someone in pain asking questions, the religious start to crawl out like roaches. If your god is real, why did he… I could say a million things here, they won’t matter. People who believe in a sky daddy, and are sick enough to suggest this mental illness to people in need are a sickness in and of themselves. God isn’t talking through you. God doesn’t exist, and if he did, he would just give her the advice himself. Must feel awful important to have god talk through you though, eh?