I already tried writing a confession, it took me around 45 minutes, i opened up my full heart and yet i deleted it. The last words were – “Ignore this, you still cannot help me”. 10 minutes passed and i couldn’t hold it. I wont share all of that again, it is too much pain to go through again. I just really want to say that i am lonely. That will be all. I just can’t find a true friend, and if i do, they leave me. All i do is meet bad people, so i decided not to look for Him anymore. That is all. I just realised that i do need to know that atleast someone, maybe, will know atleast a little bit of my suffering, nothing close to the confession i wrote for 45 minutes, but atleast something.