I’m Done

Posted by in Alone on May 12th, 2011 | 3 comments

My parents divorced last summer. All my dad cares about is money, and all my mom wants to do is get rid of me so she can go date someone. I’m just baggage from a marriage neither of them wanted.
I’ve lost approximately nine friends because I lashed out about how I felt. My friend since preschool abandoned me for some other girl, and since he’s gay, he gets uncomfortable when I just hug him.

I want to die. I’m done living alone like this.

3 Responses to “ “I’m Done”

  1. Anon says:
    May 13, 2011 at 2:04 am

    Hello, as a parent I can tell you this. Your parents look at you as their entire life!! They may see you as the ONLY good thing from their marriage but they don’t regret it, believe me. They are probably disappointed they could not provide the ‘perfect family’ for you and now feel hopeless. There is no perfect family out there, divorced, married. My parents stayed married and I wish they had not, my dad was emotionally abused his entire life. Good Luck! and life always gets better.

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  2. Nancy says:
    May 15, 2011 at 3:33 am

    Living alone really isn’t fun, I know that feeling VERY well. But don’t feel like you want to die even if I from time to time feel like that in life. Always wishing someone near will care & come to the rescue…yeah I’ve dreamed about that all the time.
    But here’s one thing, you are definitely not alone. Even if it hurts, that very moment, just start loving yourself, do things that you enjoy alone. Also tell your mother how you feel & let it all out. Just let the negative out of your system.
    THEN, it will just keep making you stronger.
    I know you can do it, you are not weak.
    Keep strong.

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  3. me says:
    August 25, 2011 at 3:31 am

    hey… its sept 2011, i hope your alive

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