I know I shouldn’t but I can’t help myself. I want to feel connected to him in some way, I want to know what’s going on with his life and I want to know whether he has replaced me. I guess, I really want to know whether we could be together again.
I know it’s sad and I know that I should move on but I can’t stop myself.
I wish he would change his password.
It will last for a while. You may cry and curse your boyfriend but you would always want to go back to him.
Even if he changes is password, you would wait for his mails.
This will go but will take time.
just be strong gal think about urself, does anybody think about you that way dont you also worth being loved that way. those is it worth loving somebody who doesnt realize what your going through? think about it
well i just checked into his email after he foolishly left his info on the laptop he loaned me. (i am NOT gonna return it to him after breakup). i found out he tried to woo another woman in the final month of our relattionship, and went to thailand with her THE DAY AFTER he dumped me. what a stupid jerk. i asked me why he wanted to break up with me and he lied. i wish he was honest and showed me respect. i think i will keep checking his email for some time, but every time with total disgust. i will not check anymore until I am sick of it myself (i’ll give it a month’s time)