RSSI have this purpose
Though I can’t let it be known, I watch the human race, I watch the world, I can’t stop analyzing everything. I’m a good person, though saying that makes you sound awful.
I always want to help, but day in day out life knocks me down and I lose faith in the human race, I’ve helped all who’ll let me, and at times I can’t get up in the morning and face it all over again, the aloneness, the disgusting intentions of people, I have a purpose and it’s to uplift the down, but how can I do that when I’m the one who can’t do it anymore.
You all confess about deep things, but mine is a matter soo deep it goes beyond what you can imagine.
It’s every emotion in one, it’s almost unbelievable.
But I’ll keep giving, no matter how many shadows, I’ll keep lifting.
Anonymous on May 19th 2008 in Alone
Yee said on 19 May 2008 at 11:28 am # Quote
You know I felt (who am I kidding, still feel) the same way. I want to, and try to, help everyone and give something to make them all feel better. It took a friend to help me, as I considered doing something to help someone which was only going to hurt me. She reminded me that it is good to help people and good to feel driven to do so, but there are times when you have to help yourself for a bit, to remind yourself why you do these things in the first place. If you want to keep helping people and want to believe it it being the right thing again take a short break and do a few things for yourself, remember that feeling of being the one helped to give you the motivation to keep going.
Anonymous said on 24 May 2008 at 8:38 am # Quote
Stop doing things for other people. If we all let you down so much then just stop…. Stop trying to make yourself out to be some hero