i feel like this everyday.
Posted by prettygirldead in Alone on Sep 3rd, 2010 | 9 commentsnot a day goes by that i dont feel like drowning myself or harming myself in some fatal fashion.
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We are given this life in order to live it.. Learn to overcome.. I bet if death was staring you in the face (car accident, illness, disease, etc) You would struggle to live.. Quit being an emo, get out, get help and begin to live live by helping others, quit being so selfish, it’s sickening to those who have worse circumstances than you
I’m so sorry, maybe you should try to figure out why you feel this way. Everyday, you just have to pray like hell and cling to your last ounce of sanity. Don’t let the bastards get you down. Maybe you should get some help. It sounds like you have depression. Good luck.
Stop moaning, if you really felt that way u wud get on and do it! Stop writing about it and do it or don’t. God sake I can’t stand wingers! Theres people in this world with real problems! Sort urself out and stop being selfish and weak!
“realist” That is an awful, awful thing to say, and I honestly hope that you go through that pain one day so that you can understand what this person is feeling right now.
Depression is a constant battle with a person’s practicality and perception. A person may think every day about wanting to hurt themselves or kill themselves, and yet not do it because the practical side of them says it will be ok someday, or that they will fail, or whatever other thing comes along. It doesn’t make the thoughts or the pain any less real.
For a realist, you’re about as smart as a rock.
Duh, Anonymous, you’re talking to someone who has had lifelong depression!
I find the only way to conform to social norms and not kill myself is to make the plans to do it so darn complex that it would take a team and a masive budget just to get prepared. And once that plan is complete I will hopefully feel a little better about myself and throw the whole thing away and start over.
Think rube goldberg suicide machine.
If you fancy yourself as such an intellectual, go use your intellect for something productive
Do not listen to the people who are not willing to help you on here like the couple of people that wrote you above. Get professional help. if you cant afford it try phoning a crisis line. I wish you all the luck in the world:)
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General Teen Help (any subject/crisis)
National Teen Emergency Hotline: 1-800-448-3000
Teen Line: 1-800-852-8336 (toll-free within California only)
The Helpline USA: 1-561-659-6900 (long distance charges may apply on this one)
Covenant House Nineline: 1-800-999-9999
Abuse / Violence Child Protective Services: 1-810-412-6109
Family Violence Helpline: 1-800-996-6228
National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-7233
National Referral Network for Kids In Crisis: 1-800-543-7283
Alcohol / Drugs
Alateen/Al-Anon for the friends/family of alcoholics: 1-800-813-3105 or 1-800-356-9996
Alcohol and Drug Helpline: 1-800-821-4357
National Council on Alcoholism amp;& Drug Dependancy Hope Line: 1-800-622-2255
Marijuana Anonymous: 1-800-766-6779
American Council for Drug Education: 1-800-488-3784
Anorexia / Bulimia / Eating Disorders
Eating Disorders Information and Referral Line: 1-800-931-2237
National Crisis Line – Anorexia and Bulimia: 1-800-233-4357
Overeaters Abuse Hotline: 1-800-888-4680
National Eating Disorder Hotline: 1-800-248-3285
Food Addiction Hotline: 1-800-872-0088
Something Fishy Web Site for Anorexia and Bulimia
Breast Implants
Silicon Holocaust: The Risks of Implants – click here
Cancer
American Cancer Society: 1-800-ACS-2345
American Lung Association: 1-800-586-4872
Cutting / Self-Harm
Hotline for Teens who Cut: 1-800-366-8288
Self-Injury Website – click here
Shattered Innocents Website – click here
Healing Touch Self-Injury Website – click here
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Divorce – Dealing with Your Parents’ Divorce
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Mental Illness
National Alliance for Mentally Ill: 1-800-950-6264
Pregnancy / Birth Control / STDs
Planned Parenthood (connects you with your local clinic): 1-800-230-7526
Planned Parenthood Website – find a Planned Parenthood health center near you
Emergency Birth Control: 1-800-584-9911
National STD Hotline: 1-800-1-227-8922
Sexually Transmitted Diseases Clinic: 1-810-573-2090
AIDS Hotline: 1-800-872-2497
Rape / Sexual Assault
NO MEANS NO: 1-877-666-3267
RAINN – The Rape Abuse & Incest National Network: 1-800-656-4673
HOPE THIS HELPS.